Re: Blooming confidence issues!
I appreciate the enthusiasm, my escapism is meditation really and music and creative expression.
Fortunately, I'm still here, I don't know if I'm sane or not, but like a Aquarius told me once, 'Sanity? I lost it years ago.' I reckon I'm laughing more at life too now I'm getting older, but yeah. Nothing is actually happening, except everything is guided by my brain. My life is great. It's just my body needs more and more and well, I'm a man that is never satisfied.
I have great friends, a great lover, it's just seemingly your own mind and sanity can take it all away, I swear. I've experienced very mild forms of dementia I think. A great house.
And then there was the functioning if I didn't fulfill my dreams of being a actor, I wouldn't be here anymore.
But yeah, I'm trying. Aquarius moon keeps telling me 'could always be worse', fortunately. Keeps me going. Keeps you detached but keeps you going.
I reckon Astrology is scaring me back into the belief again that, as long as we have right now, everything is A-Ok! As long as we're alive in the moment, all is good and whatever will be doesn't matter! Yeah...