Big Dreams but no direction! Pisces/Aries MH, Fortune Scorpio 5th?

spacecadet · #1 07-31-2012, 06:45 PM

I have a deep urge to give up the day job and start doing something that really fulfills me - or makes me some good money so I can have more time to do the things that fulfill me. I've had this urge for 10 years but its SO strong now. I really really want to do something about this.

I want out of the corporate world and out of the office. I want a more wholesome, healing, creative and abundant life (dont we all!!??). How can I make this possible for me?

In my deepest heart of hearts I know I want to help others. I want to heal people, working at a deep transformational levels. I feel like my chart is almost set up to do this with Sun conj Pluto and MH in Pisces (cusp). I'm unsure though does Moon 12th support or hinder this desire to be a therapist?

However, I've flitted from one idea to another all my life and haven't even decided on one therapy to study. I've done bits of everything but am not a master of any. My MH is on the cusp of aries and pisces. I think a great deal of my wishy washiness when it comes to career focus comes from the pisces. I want to do everything! I have great idealist intentions but with no real focus.

I'm Moon in Gemini and I just love to learn and gather information. I'm a fab researcher - but not of any one single subject.

Part of fortune is in scorpio also which supports transformational healing type career choice. It is conjunct venus and in the 5th so creativity seems to be really important - this is true for me (but I have no real developed skill in this area). Its also opposition moon.

I also have saturn in 2nd - I have many limiting beliefs around money and its never really flown easily to me. I get stuck between wanting to be in a healing profession and the need to make money. Then I decide to focus my attention on my many business ideas but I can't decide on any.

I feel very stuck. I'm just not sure where to direct my energy. I want to step towards my dreams rather than aimlessly going round in circles.

Can any one shed further insight?

spacecadet · #2 07-31-2012, 06:57 PM

Sorry I've just realised my mistake - my chart was rectified a while ago. Its not Midheaven aries/pisces cusp at all - its pure pisces MH.

spacecadet · #3 07-31-2012, 07:18 PM

oh yes, I missed Neptune in 6th Sagittarius - There adds more lack of focus. Could be helping work or creative work again. (wandering the world learning healing techniques would also be quite nice!)

ruler of 6th square ruler of 10th? I drift back and forth between the moon opp neptune which I don't really understand.

scorpio176 · #4 08-01-2012, 04:20 AM

You don't need to be any kind of professional to help people and make the world better. Whenever you see someone you want to help or find something in the world that you want to change just go for it. Alot of people feel the same way you do and I think humanities viewpoint is changing. Most people don't want a job to make money anymore they want a job that means something and has some kind of impact on making the world better.

spacecadet · #5 08-01-2012, 09:04 AM

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Originally Posted by scorpio176

You don't need to be any kind of professional to help people and make the world better. Whenever you see someone you want to help or find something in the world that you want to change just go for it. Alot of people feel the same way you do and I think humanities viewpoint is changing. Most people don't want a job to make money anymore they want a job that means something and has some kind of impact on making the world better.

I don't have the luxury of not needing to make money.

StillOne · #6 08-01-2012, 05:17 PM

Hi spacecadet! You and I share many similarities in our charts. I too have midheaven in Pisces and Cancer Asc.

Could you please repost a chart from astro.com? They're much easier to read imo. You can also select transits in a drop down menu in their "extended chart selection" which is free to join.

aquarius7000 · #7 08-01-2012, 06:27 PM

Hi,

The indecisiveness does not really come from a Piscean MC. What comes from the Piscean Asc is your willingness to 'heal and help' others. What a Piscean MC also shows is that you will be self-sacrificing when it comes to your profession because it will do good to someone else in some way. The indecisiveness comes from the Nep-Moon opp, and partially also from the Cancer Asc, which, like Cap, is also a late developer. Life usually actually 'takes off' around 38 yrs of age. The Nep-Moon aspect also supports the 'helping others' bit (good choice), but it also cautions not to get carried away, but remain realistic.

AQ7

Rajarshi · #8 08-02-2012, 08:43 AM

Vedic chart attached.

Ascendant lord Mercury exalted in 4th house and with Sun ( High education & Intelligence).

Moon exalted ( Mind is quite strong & fixed, flexibility in thinking less) .

Most benefic planet Venus in own house ( in 5th) { Creativity good, Elder daughter will be well established).

But, Mars has damaged the 5th house extensively and is in association with North Node( Rahu). Result: Highly intelligent but wisdom and clarity of thought were greatly disturbed by Mars.

Management of Mars will be required to have a successful life.

10th lord in 12th indicates urge to work for social causes.

Strong 12th house indicates 1.Have self control on expenses 2. Good old life 3. Bed enjoyment 4. Spiritual development

Regards

Rajarshi

spacecadet · #9 08-02-2012, 10:07 PM

Thank you Jai I haven't ever had any experience of vedic astrology. I will reflect on what you have said.

Stillone, please find attached my astro chart. IT wouldbe interesting to hear any similarities

Thank you aquarius7000 - brilliant - only 3 years to go before my life starts getting really good !!

!4C · #10 08-07-2012, 09:23 PM

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Originally Posted by spacecadet

I'm a fab researcher - but not of any one single subject.

What exactly is that?

spacecadet · #11 08-08-2012, 09:31 PM

Sorry maybe you are in america? Fab is short for fabulous : ) Its not a strange subject lol

spacecadet · #12 08-08-2012, 09:33 PM

so can anyone see any talent in me? I need some direction, some ideas at what might be right for me..

!4C · #13 08-10-2012, 08:03 PM

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Originally Posted by spacecadet

I'm unsure though does Moon 12th support or hinder this desire to be a therapist?

Did you compare the equal house interpretations to the placidus? You might focus on the moon and mars to determine which houses seem more appropriate.