i'm no expert, but wow, your charts look like barely separated twins (all major planets &angles in same pattern, in neighbouring signs), youve got a sun-moon double whammy (one nice, one full-on), and a hefty bunch of good/bad/ugly/beautiful interchart aspects, all resting on a double saturn/i.c. connection. i don't know your history, but worth hanging in there if you can, this is something serious (and possibly quite rare). intense connections often need lots of space &time to figure themselves out, so try to go easy.
there's an intro to synastry etc. on "cafe astrology", good fun but limited -get some good books on the subject, &go see a proper astrologer for an in-depth chart comparison, with upcoming transits etc., for peace of mind
good luck mate!