How would you deal with this?

[TheLastRealManAlive]

I have my mercury in Leo in the 12th house at 25'58. It conjuncts my ascendant which is at 21'20 in Leo. Mercury squares my saturn (21'29 scorpio) which is in the 3rd house. That same saturn conjuncts my SOUTH NODE (14'38 scorpio) which is also in my 3rd house. Also, mercury very widely trines neptune (01'23 capricorn) in 5th and mercury also trines moon (18'18 sagittarius) which is in my 4th house conjunct uranus (14'14 sagitarius). Most of my life has been full of confusion, literally!!! From what I can remember in school if I had to study for something then I would get alright test scores but when I just chill and relax as my normal Leonian self, I would get straight A's even without ever studying anything. I would normally just remember things I heard in class or from what I saw in the old text books of my 10 year older brother because I had a need to know everything then. Sometimes I get so confused that I start sweating from the nerves I get when feeling ashamed of the fact that I can't comprehend a simple sentence as much as I feel so intrigued by the story, I get usually get lost before the convo starts. Then there are times when I don't have to listen to a full sentence to understand what people are saying. You just have to say one word, sometimes not the full word and ill be able to answer the full question you had in mind. Then when I wake up the next morning, I can actually feel how all that intellectual abilities a had faded but as much I try to hold onto it, something or someone always steals my mind away and when I finally realize I'm lost its too late. I don't want to get into much detail about this because I'm feeling too depressed from reminding myself of these red robots always finding a way in my way. Please, tell me if there's a cure for this might also be my first and last...
Thanks in advance

[Prominent]

Hi,
While it is easy for me to assume what may be going on with your circumstances, it is difficult to really see what you may be going through, and thus what I say may have no particular importance to you. Though, perhaps I can offer some advice in any case.
It sounds like what you are describing may be your mind overworking itself. In the case where you knew what people were going to ask- ask yourself, how were you able to know the sentences if those sentences were never spoken. Maybe you interpreted the person's actions and habits, their body language, and their mood in their surroundings and from this along with a hyper-active mind were capable of piecing together what was most logically going to be said.. Does this make you know what they were going to say? Or are you simply digesting what is being conveyed in the moment?.. And because you are so good at it, you feel as if you know what will happen because you know what IS happening- to some extent..
Perhaps you just need to slow things down and try and digest one thing at a time or not stress over whether things are going as you perceive them to be going. Sometimes you can only know how something goes by allowing your environment to change for you and evolve- You don't always have to be the only making the changes to it. Don't feel pressured into believing that all the changes and stimulation going on around you that you identify with has to effect you in a direct way. Try to be more passive and simply absorb it and appreciate it- you might allow a deeper understanding of reality to help you through whatever it is you're dealing with.
But yet.. I don't know entirely what you are going through.. so these are just generic suggestions that may have no basis to them..
I can say however that I have been in situations where I percieved everything happening around me and was able to predict everything happening, or atleast be right ontop of it all as if I was coexisting with it.. It is a scary experience to have, but it's important to not let it end up controlling you in the process.

[Prominent]

..also wanted to add- I was given advice to take a multi-vitamin when I was having those experiences, and it seemed to help. The person who advised it said that the experiences could be caused by a chemical imbalance or vitamin deficiency.. it's good to eat healthily.

[TheLastRealManAlive]

Thanx for your input. I have to admit that I'm a very unhealthy guy. I would go without eating for a whole day at least (but not without my beloved coffee) so that I can totally immerse myself in my business because I really don't want to follow the rat race to work all mine life as a good slave till I'm old and grumpy then to live off a pension. I really would die if I foresee my candle to burn out that way. I used to take 1000mg omega 3 supplements daily because I worked a lot with lead powder and those pills helped to restrain the lead from entering my blood stream. What I came to learn about those pills afterwards was that it is used to help the brain function to its optimum but it only made things worse with mine. I mean I would remember every single detail about everything thing I see, read, feel, sense, and smell. I couldn't sleep without a few sleeping pills so I just totally cut those pills out my daily schedule and stuck 3 gallons of milk per day.
To put more clarity in my question, I never had no problem living with these heightened cognitive abilities I'm experiencing like once in a purple moon. Its like an on/off switch, and I don't know how to control the switch which I'd prefer to be on a more permanent basis.
Reason I put this in this site is because I think the problem can be explained to me more deeply in the language of astrology which I find very intriguing since I read a book on it last month. I feel the answer lies in the 3rd house I'm sure. Was hoping the astrology doctors would hop onto this one with a smile though. But you did give me a few nails to bite on, thanx.

[Prominent]

..you could try exercising if you don't do much of that. By exercising everyday you should find it easier to sleep at night.

[TheLastRealManAlive]

Positions of Planets-

Sun 5°07' Leo
Moon 18°11' Sagittarius
Mercury 25°19' Я Leo
Venus 24°11' Gemini
Mars 2°00' Leo
Jupiter 12°58' Я Aquarius
Saturn 21°28' Scorpio
Uranus 14°14' Я Sagittarius
Neptune 1°23' Я Capricorn
Pluto 2°00' Scorpio
Chiron 13°31' Gemini
Ceres 21°24' Cancer
Pallas 3°24' Gemini
Juno 9°17' Libra
Vesta 5°55' Scorpio
Node 14°50' Я Taurus
Lilith 17°59' Taurus
Fortune 4°12' Capricorn
AS 21°08' Leo
MC 5°27' Gemini

Planets in Houses -

Sun House 12
Moon House 4
Mercury House 12
Venus House 10
Mars House 12
Jupiter House 6
Saturn House 3
Uranus House 4
Neptune House 5
Pluto House 2
Chiron House 10
Ceres House 12
Pallas House 10
Juno House 2
Vesta House 2
Node House 9
Lilith House 9
Fortune House 5

Positions of Houses-

House 1 21°08' Leo
House 2 4°46' Libra
House 3 9°17' Scorpio
House 4 5°27' Sagittarius
House 5 28°03' Sagittarius
House 6 21°24' Capricorn
House 7 21°08' Aquarius
House 8 4°46' Aries
House 9 9°17' Taurus
House 10 5°27' Gemini
House 11 28°03' Gemini
House 12 21°24' Cancer

List of Aspects-

Sun Conjunction Mars Orb 3°07'
Moon Conjunction Uranus Orb 3°56'
Mercury Conjunction AS Orb 4°10'
Moon Opposite Venus Orb 6°00'
Venus Opposite Neptune Orb 7°11'
Sun Opposite Jupiter Orb 7°51'
Jupiter Opposite AS Orb 8°10'
Uranus Opposite MC Orb 8°47'
Venus Opposite Uranus Orb 9°56'
Mars Square Pluto Orb 0°00'
Saturn Square AS Orb 0°20'
Sun Square Pluto Orb 3°07'
Mercury Square Saturn Orb 3°50'
Moon Trine AS Orb 2°57'
Mercury Trine Neptune Orb 6°03'
Uranus Trine AS Orb 6°54'
Moon Trine Mercury Orb 7°08'
Jupiter Trine MC Orb 7°31'
Venus Trine Pluto Orb 7°49'
Sun Sextile MC Orb 0°19'
Neptune Sextile Pluto Orb 0°37'
Mercury Sextile Venus Orb 1°08'
Jupiter Sextile Uranus Orb 1°16'
Venus Sextile AS Orb 3°02'
Mars Sextile MC Orb 3°26'
Moon Sextile Jupiter Orb 5°12'
Mars Inconjunction Neptune Orb 0°36'
Venus Inconjunction Saturn Orb 2°42'
Moon SemiSquare Pluto Orb 1°10'
Moon SesquiQuadrate Mars Orb 1°11'
Sun SesquiQuadrate Moon Orb 1°56'
Pluto Quintile AS Orb 1°08'