Hello Hekate!
Welcome to the community. I hope you find a lot of insight here. To begin, try using
www.astro.com to pull up a chart for yourself. Go to "extended chart" section and save the image after making the file size a bit bigger, try 65%. Once you save this, upload it each time you post. This way, astrologers reading this will be able to analyze your query, pull up the image of your chart and describe what they interpret. I'm not advanced enough to answer your current question at hand but there are many here that can.
I hope this helps.
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