Today, under a transit perhaps, I am suffering with a serious health situation that I am fearful of taking, but if not taken, it could endanger my health more to a serious degree but I choose not to be worried and imagine painful scenarios. I am simply fearful to act. My brain is constantly criticizing itself, my sensibility is telling me to act, but both seem embarassing, silly and stupid.
Perhaps I would require advice right now on how to act, as it is embarassment with a doctor, and what it says in my chart on how to act.
I apologise however, with the indecency of this chart. I realise it is different to many astrologers I have dealt with before, but is a chart I would put upmost faith in personally, and something is lodging me to act and pioneer with it. Atleast with my assurity with the feelings felt with the chart. This feeling is almost dominant, and something inspires me to flow with it. Surely one should be able to relate with his chart deeply and feel the energies of the chart with the extremes; polarity? With this I am happy. Plus I am placing my gut feeling into it.