this may be a bit advanced for you ...and it involves Sabian Symbol Astrology and Rudhyarian techniques...
..but, then again...it may be just what you need.
btw...I have a Moon Pluto opp. Sakoian and Acker describe it thus.
"This opp. indicates a tendency to control and remake family and friends. [You'll] display an emotional vehemence in [your] relationships that makes it difficult for others to respond to [you] in a relaxed way.
Disputes over [$] and the use of joint resources often take the form of family quarrels over inheritance. Other altercations with the family can arise from [your] unwillingness to be dictated to by them.
This opp. can also signify aggressiveness or austerity in love and romance."
...ps, My Moon is conj. my nadir [4th house cusp] and Pluto near conj. my M.C.... enough to be of influence in the 10th house
I don't have any difficulty in communicating my emotions and I believe myself to be as fully honest in that respect as nearly most everyone else.