Fixed Grand Cross
Hello all. I just created a profile on here and I would really like some help with my chart. I started getting interested in astrology about 2 years ago when I discovered the synastry aspect. Anyways, I have what is called a fixed grand cross:
Pluto in Scorpio in 1st conjunct Ascendant
Saturn in Aquarius in 3rd
Sun in Taurus in 7th conjunct Descendant
Moon in Leo in 9th
I also count my Mars in Aries in 5th as unaspected because it makes no major aspects to other planets. I just have a lot of black and white in my chart. I've read that people with squares/oppositions in fixed signs symbolize lessons they have failed to learn over many lifetimes, and are deeply ingrained patterns of behavior. My will is incredible and I never give up. I feel as though I'm faced with challenge after challenge because I have some nasty aspects with Saturn and Pluto. I've always had a distant relationship with my father, as if neither of us existed (he also has a yod- Venus in Aries in 12th sextile Saturn in Aquarius in 8th both inconjunct to Pluto in Virgo in 5th). I have 2 younger brothers, the one is almost like a clone of my dad.
I'm looking for some other people's interpretations because I rarely go out and talk to other people about this kind of stuff lol. I've read countless books and I'm still puzzled of how it all fits into the big picture.
Thank you for your help! I attached my chart. I still think astrodienst uses large orbs lol.