I've got a big concern regarding my professional life. I got it figured out that I have a spiritual/ transformer role probably as a Psychiatrist (too **** good at that) but despite the other
Weaker 
areas I fear that I might not get the spotlight that I actually long for.
I work hard & am persistent in achieving my goals but the Neptune in 10th scares me. The plus point of that is it's the ruler of my ascendant which CAN give me some recognition but on the minus side it's conjunct the MC which in the end is too retiring for public.

I have my south node in 10th & even BML so hoping they improve my chances of staying ahead of the line.
Any experience or thoughts on the Neptune

MC? Anyone seen this in charts of prominent people or atleast those who get to the top?