Have you ever feel that your planets grouping against each other?

[Joswan]

For those who have splattered natal chart, you guys know what I mean: Dont you think somehow your natal chart looks like World War 2?

I mean some of your planets concentrated in one sign, opposing or squaring the rest of planets/points

or it could looks like a bunch of planets around 3/4 houses in a row, just like a locomotive, they're making confusing multiple sextiles, T-squares and opposing/squaring any distant planet which gets left over from the party.

It's very common yet annoying type of chart, just like mine.

Because when I try to describe my chart, it looks like a never ending chain reaction..and I dont even need to start with ruler of the house-type of reading. Gosh, it's very confusing!

Splattered chart also could indicate that a person has a very complex personality. If he's not in his best bet, he could fall easily to hypocrisy due to his multiple characteristics and personas which appear in his chart., especially if he has many oppositions aspects.

Anyway, I got a notion that I have 2 distinct personality from my heavy splattered chart.

1. The mystic rectangle of personal ambition made of
Lilith and Chiron in 2nd house Gemini; trine
Venus in 6th house Libra; sextile
Uranus in 8th Sag; oppose the gemini chiron; trine;
North node in 12th Aries; sextile gemini chiron; oppose Venus.

2. The painful T-squares of;
Moon in Cancer 3rd square; Venus in Libra 6th which oppose north node,
The Moon squaring my node

Jupiter in Pisces 11th squaring Uranus in Sag 8th
Jupiter also squaring chiron and lilith Gemini in 2nd

I wish I just concentrate to my mystic rectangle, I really do. It's definitely my call in life, my purpose, reason and everything! (It has my north node in it)
But **** those interferes! Moon and Jupiter, they create havoc in my chart!

My missplaced Jupiter Rx in Pisces 11th makes me difficult to place myself in community, although my moon trine Jupiter but I never trully feeling Jupiter's placement over there, I read the description of Pisces Jupiter, he's like against my interests!

I also have too much heartache from Moon related domain: Mother, 4th house, Love and romantic relationship..all FALL apart because she's squaring my Venus! The affecting moon in 3rd Cancer making me anxious, trouble concentrating due to anxiety and I rarely..ever in peace! I wish I can appreciate my surrounding more but I can't! There are ugliness around me!

Beside Jupiter and Moon, I think Uranus and Saturn also give me great difficulties.
Uranus is like the global opinion and people's money whether they want to buy my talent (2nd house) or not? He is in the unpredictable treasure house (8th)

Whereas Saturn in 7th Sag squaring my sun and mercury in Virgo 5th, giving me speech impediment, unclear thoughts, short mental span. Saturn also making me very stiff and rigid in romance which I though is my natural expression.

However, I'm fine with Uranus and Saturn because I thought their challenges are external. What I hate about Jupiter and Moon placement in my chart is that they are both in water signs, they play alot with my feeling/mood and 11th house! My reputation and integrity!
Im just very afraid that I never happy in life because I'm against my own will/ have to choose not the best interest.

There are also a few unaffected planets, their roles are beneficial in my chart, I'm glad to have them:

Pluto in Scorpio 6th house sextiles Mars in Capricorn 9th; sextiles mercury in Virgo 4th
Sun& Mercury in Virgo 5th trine Mars and Neptune in Capricorn 8th and 9th
Grand trine of Taurus Asc- Virgo Sun- Mars&Neptune Capricorn ^^

How to solve mine and what about yours?