Saturn In All Hard Aspects= Standstill?
Saturn has been transiting the majority of my inner planets (sun, moon, mercury, and venus) as well as pluto in the fourth...and...well **** is hitting the fan....my sun is in the 10th house meaning career/recognition/status is so important to me and lately ive been experiencing intense pressure to achieve and get on my own. My family has decided to make me the target of negative and unwarranted criticism about my life direction and my personality- especially mentioning that im going to fail in life if I dont conform to how they want me to be and that I have too much self confidence for my own good. I feel at a crossroads between their wishes and following a completely different direction. Being that I really want to achieve a position of recognition, but is true to my sense of integrity, Im really worried right now. Being able to project responsibility and having endurance to stay in a job is pretty difficult due to hard saturn aspects. I am stronglly persevering but I experience so many setbacks in achieving that at times I feel like im spinning my wheels. I would like some assistance on this. Am I doomed to not reach any position of stability or responsibility? I feel like everytime I make an accomplishment I cannot enjoy it because around the corner is another obstacle that I must overcome. Saturn's restriction loosen's up over time doesnt it? I just want to get this show on the road but something is holding me back and as much as Ive analyzed my own chart its always helpful to get objective opinions. I appreciate your insights in advance.
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