Do I have a reason to be fearful?
I'm waking up throughout the night scared to death and have reason but wonder if I'm exaggerating this or being paranoid. Here is my chart. I'm having post traumatic stress reactions to everything - even if I'm breathing deeply...
I'm Saturn exalted in Libra in 8th house OF FEAR
My fear is mercury in 11th slow and retrograding in to angular 10th house (legal matters?)
The person I fear is THE SUN, in angular 10th with Mercury moving towards him
My only aspect is trine ascendant - which for some reason may tell me that I'm creating the fear, maybe it's not real? Saturn is represented by ascendant Aquarius / Saturn. Although 10th angular sun sextile to sucdt moon tells me I could be provoked????
What would part of fortune represent here?
Not sure what this would help or if more could be read into this for precaution sake...