Having a hard time
I'm new here, please let me know if this post seems inappropriate or anything.
Am having a really hard time with a very strange relationship...if anyone out there has any insights, for what it's worth I was born Oct. 8, 1965, 7 p.m. in New York City (female), he was born April 4, 1975, 3:04 a.m. in Honolulu, HI.
A very sudden, intense, love-at-first-conversation, for him, it seemed, even more so than for me (at least at first), two days before I was to return home from a vacation. Then three months of separation, during which he proposed -- and I dissolved a somewhat cautious dating relationship I'd started a month before he and I had met.
He came to see me on Friday the 13th (geez!) of October this year, to live here indefinitely. He soon shared some very confusing information about his sexual past, which I received irrationally, totally shutting down to him. Four days after he'd arrived he said it was over (because of the negativity of my reaction, basically), and he's since returned to where he lived when/where we met, about 1000 miles away.
Have since realized I love him more than anything in his past could matter. I miss him deeply and want us to be together again, and can't seem to look at our synastry or composite charts objectively at all. If anyone out there has any insights, I'd love to hear. (And if I should be posting this somewhere else, please let me know.)