I am a 30 year old woman in the middle of going through a divorce. It hit me like a hammer, and continues to do so. I thought It would not affect me the way that it has, but I was wrong. The sad part is, I feel like I'm the one that's suffering while he is smooth sailing on the single again seas. I have been depressed off and on, I don't get a whole lot of sleep, and my mind just won't calm down for minute so I can focus on myself
my road to healing. I have even went as far to write him an email for some kind of redemption, but no dice. I hate what I am going through, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I just want to live a normal life, fall in love again, have a baby, and be done with all this strife. I am so tired...
To make it all so BAD...this happened during my 1st Saturn Return. Bravo.
What I would like to know is, and I know I am shooting myself in the foot for asking this is will we ever reconcile, or is he gone for good? and if that's the case, then will I ever find love again???
Here is my info and birth chart:
Birth time unknown
Vancouver, BC, Canada
Any reply will be appreciated! XOXO