Don't forget to love like a pisces

[lilllybelle]

So I had something happen just recently that got me to thinking about the I expeience love. When I was a teenager I would see a guy and my heart energy would just rush out of body towards him, and I would just be consumed with the rich feeling of love. I didn't have to know anything about the person just seeing them was enough. All I really wanted was for our eyes to catch and for my heart to flutter out of my body. I have pisces on the 7th. Somewhere along the line I quit having those pisces type feelings. My virgo qualities kicked in and started questioning things. My virgo said how can you love someone that you've never spoke to before. Love at first sight doesn't exist. He just wants sex, blah blah blah. My virgo side can talk a lot of ****. Well, except, I started listening to that side of myself and I have developed a mature, grownup, cynical and socially acceptable attitude towards love. I had almost forgot what young pure love was like. Well a few days ago I was in class and this guy kept turning around in his chair and staring me dead in the eye. I didn't look away. Then as we were looking into each others eyes from across the room, I felt my body be consumed with love. It was so beautiful. He kept staring at me. I loved it so much. I had almost forgot that things like this exist. That's the pisces in me. The virgo in me had almost drowned out the vision of pisces. I don't think pisces qualities are very socially acceptable in western culture. My roommate asked me how I could feel love for someone that I've never spoken to. It's not the love of married partners, it's more of a conscious expanding type of love. I asked him if he ever fell in love when he was 6 or 7 years old. He looked at me like I was being quite unreasonable and gave a firm no. I don't have any planets in the 1st or the 7th house. Have any of you ever became aware of yourself disowning part of your asc/dec axis or supressing your piscean qualities? I mean pisces energy is so open and vunerable. I've heard it called the garden of eden before. Maurice Fernandez says we are born into the garden of eden, pisces, and we believe everything is safe, and that the world will take care of us. We want to live naked in the garden of eden. Then we start getting sunburned, rained on and we experience snow, coldness and hunger. So we leave the garden of eden and get a job and build a house. He says during this time we have to gain awareness of how to care for ourselves, the virgo polarity. Eventually we do go back to the garden of eden, but then we do it with the awareness of virgo. I think I just had a refresher course in pisces love. Sweet so sweet. L.