Ever since the August 5th eclipse, I'm realizing more and more how very stuck I am in my South Node mode of expression.
The good news is: I'm aware of it now - prior to the eclipse, I was pretty clueless.
The bad news is: I still haven't found my North Node expression to move forward to.
It's not having children - been there, done that - bought the t-shirt.
I sense this is going to be major key in healing my body, because the South Node stuck-ness has been a big part of my depression.
I'm not sure why the recent eclipse seemed to be starting to jar the South Node stuck-ness loose. My thought is that it is because the ruler of my 8th house - in which the eclipse occurred- is conjunct my South Node.
Any thoughts on this from the rest of you? Especially original ideas that may not be the usual interpretation for the nodes? I'm combed over and combed over the explanations through the years - and nothing really rang a bell. Of course... that was before
My chart is in link at bottom of this post.