Give the kid a break

[Lionsmane65]

Hello one and all,

First post for me, I'm not exactly new to astrology but it's been many years since I studied it actively I'm going through perhaps the most trying, challenging and exhausting period of my life. It's not like it's been a real pleasure cruise to begin with, but the past few years have been especially painful.

Relationship issues have been very ouchie, career shifts & changes have been constant and unrelenting.

I'm broke, heartbroken and extremely confused.

Having said that, I can read enough into my chart (I think) to see that relationships are likely to continue to be a source of confusion and change until about Jan of next year, but career wise if I concentrate I could get myself back on stable ground....problem there is, what to concentrate on? Of all the things I've done in the past, the most rewarding pursuits (in terms of creative and financial satisfaction) have been voiceover (radio, tv, books on tape) and music (bar bands mostly) and most recently writing, which is something that I've been told for many years I have a natural talent for (which has been expressed as ad copy for online advertisements).

Anyhow, can anyone give my chart a look and perhaps give me a heads up to other potential nasties I need to keep an eye out for or possible positive happy warm 'n fuzzies?

What a life...sheesh

[Lionsmane65]

Well as there have been no replies, I thought I'd give a bit more detail about what I've been through recently.

I've had Uranus transiting my 7th house for and for some months now it's been opposite my natal venus in the 1st house. A relationship of nearly 10 years came to a screeching halt when my ex wife (with whom I'd been living with for nearly 3 years after our divorce) gave me two weeks notice to move out of the apt. we'd been sharing, so that her long distance unemployed boyfriend could move in. Earlier in the year I'd been at her side helping her recover from a very risky surgery that resulted in a perforated ulcer that required that she be fed by machine through a tube that led directly into her abdomen. Bandages changed 3 times daily, machine topped off with nutrients and constant love and support were furnished by me, at the expense of my freelance graphic/web design business.

Chiron is also in my 7th house natal, it would appear that it's going to continue to be a point of focus, with some emphasis for this year especially.

Sometimes it feels like a bulldozer is scraping through my life laying waste to all things familiar, which while painful appears to be quite neccessary as new structures and experiences need the space.

If anyone would like to make any observations or comments about my chart in the above post, please do, even if you see difficult or trying times ahead. I'd rather be forewarned than live in false security.

Thanks

[rahu]

dudeyou are in the middle of big doo doo.as uranus conuncts your saturn later this month it will unleash forces well into next month and beyond.
i get very bad vibs for youer ex as it looks like a close female will have serious health problems maybe terminal.you are in the middle of complete changes .in May you might get out of it .that is the time to search out a new creative outlook,go with your voice,singing or voice overs as you mentioned.you could meet a new crazy gf,but what ever go for the longshot,your talents will be strong in may so go where you can show your stuff.check out new leads,no matter how osbcure.new roads will open up if you seek them.at the end of may your psychic/astral powers will be outrageous.prophetic dreams and out of the body experiences will abound.i realize you have all these psychic manifestations but they will be around you big time.only caution don't think you are losing your mind.channel this intensity and you can come out way ahead.
rahu

[Lionsmane65]

Thanks for your replies, both of you.

Rahu, you see this illness in a close female, but not a relative? My ex could very well have trouble as she had a radical procedure done that has been known to be problematic for up to 2 years after it's completion...it can even cause death.

As far as women are concerned, I always end up in the most unstable relationships and with uranus opposing my natal venus right now....well let's just say that it's going to be interesting.

The psychic energy you mention is very intrigueing, and in fact I welcome that kind of experience so thank you for bringing that to my attention

Lions