Originally Posted by Gwenyhfair
I wonder what to look for in order to get a clue on my ordeals. I know I had sat opp moon on and off for almost a year. And someone wrote here moon in pisces 9 degrees is the worst placement. I don´t know where that came from, but I have moon 8.40 deg pisces. Well,well. My life might have been a struggle mostly always but now I´m worse off than ever. Again I´m thinking about takin sickness leave (I was last year due to psychological problems yeah yeah I take my SSRI-pills). My job is TGTBT but my personal life is complete HELL!!! I´ve been into psychotherapy for about three yrs of my life, now regularly for two.
I wonder if I should ask for help with interpreting my SR or my natal and transits? What do you think?
My ASC in SR falls in the same sign (scorpo) as my natal. But the SR-asc falls in my natal 12hs. I have moon 12 hs conjunt Asc in the SR-chart. SR venus and sun are conj in the 7hs. Pluto is trine venus. Mars is square moon. IC-MC axis is leo-aq in the SR . Sun is trine jupiter. That ain´t so bad
, but has anyone got something to say about the SR moon conj asc in 12 hs??
Thats kinda scary I think
Is your therapist a woman? If not, I would consider it...since you have
Venus trine Pluto...it may help you more.
Actually with all the 12 house SR stuff you have going on, therapy
is the right place for you to be right now. The 12th house is ruled
by Neptune(pisces) and can bring a lot of unconscious fears. There can be
no reason for them...they just are there...and you can tend to play off of
other people's fears as well...learn to shield yourself more.
Try not to worry too much and let the therapy help you work through this.
Use music and water...alot.... to help calm those fears..also yoga
or meditation may help.