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Hey there,
Cap Stellium here.
I guess i fall under the ambitious type, I'm extremely ambitious and sometimes have to remind myself that there are more things to life than just pursuing your dreams. I'm not a 'ruthless' ambitious type but it's more of a 'Life is like football(soccer depending on where you are), take shots - reach your goal' type philosophy that I live by. I believe in myself in the sense that if other's older than myself and more experienced than myself are doing things I see myself doing then what would be different for me if I put the work in?
I act and write, couldn't see myself doing anything different. Music is therapeutic for me. I've triied marijuana before but got a strong feeling not to again (got a real, craving/'this will be become habit for me' vibe from it). Thinking about how my mum could potentially feel about something tends to have a large effect on what I choose to do most of the time. My only addiction at the moment is my constant daydreaming.
I used to attend church on a regular basis and although I had an inquisitive nature everything seemed to kind of somewhat make sense. I stopped going two years and a half ago and things no longer make as much sense, yet they kind of do but don't.
The moment I think I fully understand myself, the world and everything in it, a few seconds later something throws me off again. However, I always feel I have a rough sense that remains and foundations that keep me up whenever and if I ever I slip.
Thanks, really interesting thread !
Cap Stellium here.
I guess i fall under the ambitious type, I'm extremely ambitious and sometimes have to remind myself that there are more things to life than just pursuing your dreams. I'm not a 'ruthless' ambitious type but it's more of a 'Life is like football(soccer depending on where you are), take shots - reach your goal' type philosophy that I live by. I believe in myself in the sense that if other's older than myself and more experienced than myself are doing things I see myself doing then what would be different for me if I put the work in?
I act and write, couldn't see myself doing anything different. Music is therapeutic for me. I've triied marijuana before but got a strong feeling not to again (got a real, craving/'this will be become habit for me' vibe from it). Thinking about how my mum could potentially feel about something tends to have a large effect on what I choose to do most of the time. My only addiction at the moment is my constant daydreaming.
I used to attend church on a regular basis and although I had an inquisitive nature everything seemed to kind of somewhat make sense. I stopped going two years and a half ago and things no longer make as much sense, yet they kind of do but don't.
The moment I think I fully understand myself, the world and everything in it, a few seconds later something throws me off again. However, I always feel I have a rough sense that remains and foundations that keep me up whenever and if I ever I slip.
Thanks, really interesting thread !