Dragek, but you are not telling us which aspects your Mars have. Seems like theres some agreement aspects weigh much more in the cosmic state of a planet. I ve been working several hours yesterday on my own table of supposedly good, neutral and bad position of planets, checking several authors and racking my brain well, debunking but taking into account the old lore of falls, detriments, etc; I wouldnt obsesse too much about it if I were you, there`s a lot of nonsense about this. Comes from the Greek penchant for symmetrical constructions, and some of them are based on the stupid mistaken rulerships of Taurus and Virgo, and a half Aquarius, we are waiting to update that. Some make no sense at all, as you say just from affinity of symbols look like other are worse or better, but others seem to be insightful though.
On the other hand dont forget that all charts have some of this supposed bad placements, is statistically difficult not to have Moon in Scorpio nor Mercury in Sagittarius nor Venus in Aries nor...you see
Unless aspects that wipe it out most of it, however, is true that you have there one force of the ego clashing with a force of transcendence of ego, but, if you allow me to talk weirdly, if you have it is because is in your best interest to have it; you must need in some moment or for some purpose in your life that you cannot fathom now, to put a lot of energy in imagination or in a difused manner, or actively refine low impulses, etc. who knows. Makes no sense not to love your chart. If you feel uncomfortable posting your chart send your details to me and I wouldn't mind having a look, as long as you keep in mind I m just studing and expect feedback.
By the way, I remember I saw at least a chart of an elite sportperson with Mars in Pisces, tennis player Arantxa S. Vicario who was top in the 90s. Funny enough, it was said that her most powerful weapon was her combative style, physical stamina and never giving up a single ball. There you are.