It seems like you have had the long transit of Neptune on the apex saturn of the yod in recent years which have probably made the issue more complex and confusing for you.
This transit is leaving you now. And it will be easier probably.
But also now transit Saturn is squaring your mercury in 11th house which can be experienced as restrictive energies in communication with friends and allies.
Perhaps not the best time for much light superficial social interaction anyway.
Really?! Wow ... no wonder I've been noticing it's a bit harder than usual to contact the people I need the most. There has also been a lot of communication problems happening between me and my teachers. One example is the time when my teachers thought I was skipping class (I told them I was going to the bathroom), but I guess they misunderstood me and thought I was skipping. They were looking all over for me around the school. Then when I got back. they asked me where I was, and I said I was in the bathroom. But they wouldn't believe me, so they sent me to the principal's office to have a talk with the principal and they were gonna suspend me for skipping class. But then I have a classmate who was also in the bathroom and he was the only one who witnessed that I really did went to the bathroom. So he told the principal about it and they finally believe me. So if it wasn't for him then I would've got suspended from school. I had many other communication problems that happened just recently too, but again, I don't want to go into too much details.