I think I have spoken about this on another thread but I'll say it again...
I have the Moon in Pisces in the 12th, intercepted, part of a Grand Cross and a Kite...
The intercepted part is what puzzles me the most! What is its meaning? In the 12 AND intercepted? Double-time harder to get there?
And I also have Jupiter and Saturn intercepted in the 6th.
About being interested in spiritual things - of course I am, is there anybody who isn't?
I have been in hospital as a child, I felt my whole life is a prison made of suffering and limitation (again, mostly as a child), I felt my body is a prison from which I'll escape only when I'll die (the ruler of the 12th is Uranus in the 8th, rather well aspected).
I used to hide as a child, later I used to do my best to be unnoticed in a crowd. At school I was rather timid but I had very good results and I was pushed in front of everybody against my will. In high-school I was elected class president against my will (!) and the most noticeable thing I did was that I managed to help the whole class skip lessons - I once got them out for a whole day. Now I realised I gave them what I had - being "invisible".
While in college I dreamed for years that I'm in a room I can't get out and when I do I just get into another room I can't escape. (It resembles a film called "The Cube") My whole professional and financial situation seemed like a trap.
I had workplaces where I was just "stuck". And now I finally got what I thought to be my dream profession (a doctor)only to find it's a sort of trap - I don't like it but I would like to do it and I have no other choice for now.
I want to help people (and anybody really) but their suffering overwhelms me and in the end makes me the least indicated person to help someone.
But I still desire to help them so I get up and go to the hospital and try to "do my thing" and things happen (always...) and I get home more wounded then when I got up. So I get upset and decide I'll quit (That's it! I have the right to be happy too!) and I start looking for other jobs but I realise they don't make me happy either...
And sometimes when I just cannot do it I don't go to work... My colleagues look at me like crazy
, my superior says to me - what's wrong with you, are you dying, again?
(Didn't you die last week,too?)
I try to develop my "tougher" side - Leo Sun, Aries Asc but it still hurts.
As I child I had a very traumatic family life and I was also ill. And I remember I prayed (I was desperate - I wanted to run from home or die but I was too afraid of either) that if God would get me out of that hell I'll come back and help other people get out of there too.
And somehow since I decided to be a doctor and told everyone my condition improved and I came to not even getting flue! ("Serve or suffer", even in intention)
One of my friends recommended me a book called "The elegance of the Hedgehog" - that's how she sees me - and I was surprised to find it is about a woman who hides her knowledge and her true self. So the matters of the 12th house, in plain sight for others! (I had no idea it was that obvious)
As a conclusion, I don't consider this placement in the 12th as a benefit.
Maybe it gives compassion or artistic talents or at least a sensitivity to arts. To me it gives suffering and it sabotages the very thing I want to do - to help others.
So here's the trap - if I hadn't cared I wouldn't have wanted to help, but now that I do I can't because my feelings get in the way.