Hi Miss Saturn
Thanks, I know you're not attacking me but you are making me think. I'm on the look-out for things I can't see
Yes, I would like to be able to release pluto energy more openly, and I agree, feeling pain in your throat when you're angry/upset etc is very much about needing to speak it out rather than keep it in. Pluto energy isn't meant to be heavily moderated by (venus/libra). This is something I'm working on!
As for not attracting destructive people... I do think it's odd that strangers have decided to masturbate at me, but I am quite glad that they're strangers, and in a public situation. These were literally men who decided to masturbate AT me in broad daylight, in public, while I am walking along, doing nothing special (also wearing nothing special, even though that should account for nothing). I don't really want to start thinking that I somehow "attract" that - I can learn from it, for sure, but attract it??
They may be destructive, but at least they are peripheral. What I appreciate is that I dont attract, and wouldn't dream of accepting, a fundamentally destructive interpersonal relationship. We all get hurt, and sometimes judge poorly, but I have a friend (with much scorpio energy) who has been assualted by both "friends" and strangers, and I have wondered why she has had to have that experience when I haven't. So yes, there is destructive behaviour in my world, but generally not close to me. I seem to enjoy good judgement or good luck, probably both.
And I don't let go of relationships easily, no (also something I'm working on!) but I don't identify with it to the extent that pluto venus might describe.
This is all subjective, so hard for anyone to judge how accurately I see things, but, for example, I believe that I hold on to relationships primarily because I can't imagine loving someone and then cutting them off. I would rather go through the difficult process of building a friendship, if that is a realistic option. It's pluto-venus behaviour, yes, but not, I don't think, motivated by the depths of need that pluto-venus can describe. Would someone with very strong pluto-venus energy choose to stick around and work on friendship with an ex that has a new partner, and have to honestly release their claims?
Perhaps there's not much difference for me between talking about Pluto in detriment in Libra (venus/partnerships/relationships) and Pluto sqaure venus in 7H (again, venus, partnerships, relationships) ?
Maybe I have a personality split and decide to side with venus
And Arian, thanks
for me this becomes a compulsive desire to penetrate the mysteries of people I meet
Particularly, I'm fascinated by talking to people about their deeper emotions and how they respond to them.
Yes, I do have intense emotions (pluto conjunt nadir and 4H scorp jupiter) and I'm having to continue learning to respect them, because intense emotions aren't necessarily in sync with the rest of my chart or the way I want to relate or behave.