There are no accidents Aquarian Maverick. Everything is chosen at a higher level for a variety of reasons..this is why I was so honest with in what I found. I think you need to let go of the guilt and tune into the higher purpose of your family situation.
You're right of course, but I have incredible difficulty in letting go of anything...must be that yod apex Pluto again
Do you have any idea how I may learn to tune into this higher purpose?