Lillyjgc, I tried posting the link for chart again and here is the link. I hope it works, I don't know why it is expired.
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi...zg-u1146332027
lillyjgc, Yes, my birthday has not happened yet, it will be on january.
Smilingsteph, I think you have a valid point there. I know you speak the truth and I will try to understand your words as much as I can. I have thought that myself and actually this year has been to me a year of important relationships and thinking what is important and who I value and why. I have also really tried to show my love, I have said to people that I care and I have made nice things for them to make them realize how important they are. But still - you may understand that I don't still want them to die and I don't want anything bad to happen and naturally I am scared of it. I am also scared how am I going to survive if something scary hits me, 'cause I have had so many problems in my life and I have been depressed this year and if next year is going to be worse I don't know what to do...
Oh well, but I would be happy if someone could say something else about the chart also (if the link works)...