Re: Mars conjunct Neptune
well i have a 12th house libra mars square capricorn neptune in the 3rd
i think mars-neptune can make for sexual frustration.
There is a tendacy to daydream and fantasize more often than not, a deep fear of rejection may occur and this can cause you to repress, the conjunction and trine are probably more easier to handle b/c they work together, yet with the hard aspects they may work against one another for two different purposes while one suffers
someone said something about venus conj. pluto having a feminine aura to it, i have that in scorpio but when you say feminine what do you mean exactly?
Mars-neptune in hard aspects takes a hell of a lot of work. It could mean acting out alot of your fantasies, or at least trying to. It can mean sex addiction, people of extreme natures. Dreams are limited and reduced when Neptune is in capricorn b/c they are practiced, acted out to see their worth. Like Nep. in libra or scorpio is more spritual, in capricorn is more about religion, the practice of spritual beliefs.
anyway, mars-neptune in tension can make for a man with a flawed view on masculinity, homosexuality, or simply oversexed. It makes for frustration b/c they have a view of masculinity dreamt up and when they feel inadequate in some way about their own, they become very repressive. Drugs can be seen as a way of releasing their inhibtions so they can act on mars. Neptune and mars is a sneaky and slightly underhanded aspect b/c true motives, agendas, and plans are hidden or desiguised in other forms.
My mars is in libra in the 12th square neptune in capricorn in the 3rd
So maybe the tension can come from deceptive siblings(Nep 3rd)who have caused me to, in some way sacrifice my masucline nature to keep them happy(12th house libra mars)
This one is big for me also b/c i was put on riddling and diagnosed with ADHD as a kid in elementary. My neptune is in the third, so i think it can indicate that early drug usage in elementary, and riddlin makes you repress energy, its sqaure my 12th house mars which shows what made it feel defeated early on and difficult to act on
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