Are you still doing that course that you don't really want to do? Perhaps your unhappiness is linked with that course. Your emotional state is down and it brings everything else down as well. You've got Moon with dignity but in 12th house of unhappiness and isolation. This shows you having lots of good qualities and abilities yet you can't really act on them being in 12th. Moon trines Mercury next, ruler of 4th. Family? Perhaps you need to talk to family to get support, Mercury is in fall of Moon yet there is trine. So this shows family would support you but undercurrent negativity there. I think you wanted to continue doing this course because you felt pressured from family... is that so?
Jupiter, ruler of 10th has dignity but rx and right on asc, retrograding back towards it. So something will change here, going back to soemthing you had previously or perhaps your career path is changing. Or an old job returning.
I think better focus on one thing and do it well. Love will come when its meant to. Focus on things that are within your control. Like you work and career options. If you scatter your energy here and there, then you will accomplish nothing. Make a plan and stick to it. If you are doing something that you do not like doing even if you work hard at it, it brings your emotional state down, because you have negative emotions associated with it. Universe brings you what you think the most of. Whether its positive or negative.
I hope things change for you very soon in some positive way!
Best wishes!
hi rafealla
thank you for taking time out to help me
i'm finally liking my course and have been working very had towards it.i got to choose modules close to my strengths.
i'm frustrated as i have been applying for jobs and have been working very hard taking an extra mile to network,attend meetings etc.It's been happening 3 times in a row - I nearly get it and in the last minute it slips out of my hand.I've become emotionally volatile,and have been questioning my own intelligence because of this.
i'm currently not in the best terms with my family.I was supposed to go back home this christmas,but have decided to stay here to work hard for my exams and coursework in may.I know it's a long way to go,but I want to give in my 100% and I finally feel at a point where I feel that being away from my family might help me a bit.I love them to bits,but I'm finally enjoying my emotional independence.
I'm fine with school work,it's just the job situation.I feel that having someone with me might make it easier for me,and I'm honestly not making a huge effort to find love.I probably should as I think that I need that balance.I'm not only concentrating on school work,but have picked up dancing and other stuff to keep myself occupied and productive.
I really need a balance,and I hope I can find someone.I know I'm young,but this is the only age I can get to have fun and not have too many responsibilities as well
Thank you so much Rafaella!