More Pluto in 12th house

[Lupin]

I'm 58.I have had Pluto in my 12th house since 1993.Its now conjuncting my moon and moving into the 1st house.During its journey it oppositioned my venus,sun,uranus and mercury!In 1993 my partner of 12 years left for another woman,I became a garden designer,12 months later sold my house car and everything I owned in NZ and travelled through SE asia to Japan over a year.I worked in the UK for several years and travelled the world.I made a comitment to a Buddhist way of life.These were things I always thought of doing.I still have no home and few posessions.I became reclusive and can't take small talk or superficilal people unless they make me laugh,I need to get straight to the core of things.When a planet 1st enters a house or touches a natal planet we get a big blast of the energy then we get used to it if we listen to it.Now I have pluto starting on my fellings and persona!This is our karma,we created it all, we are learning.

[starlink]

Hi Lupin, you must have gone through much the same things I did,(only 10 years earlier than you) . Pluto conjuncted my Moon , opposing my Sun and squaring natal Pluto, ruler of my Asc. and after that Jupiter (ruler of my 2nd of selfworth) and the Ascendant, inconjuncting Venus.

My husband to whom I by then was married to for 25 years, found a new woman as well. It still took 5 years before I moved out and 4 years after that before we were officially divorced. During that time my homeopath helped me enormously (I had lost 12 Kilo's in 3 month time) and he is a Buddhist monk, has met with the Dalai Lama several times. He gave me a book about Budhism which he had helped to translate into English. Ever since I live daily live in the Budhist way. It helped me to forgive which healed me. I learned to let go of my ex and strangely enough, he has come back to me as my very best friend. We speak regularly together, visit one another (and his wife) and all is fine now. I also can't stand small talk or superficial, materialistic people, I only buy what is necessary (have not bought any cloth now for about a year at least. I did not, like you travel the world. That must have been fantastic. Instead I established myself in a very glamorous job (glamorous company actually, dealing with luxury items), learned an enormous amount of things and became a totally new woman. I am living with a new partner who lets me be the person I am, reclusive, like you, and free to do what I want which is mainly astrology. I am grateful to this Pluto transit, it really gave me everything I always wanted, especially self confidence and self-appreciation.
It is indeed our Karma.