Intuitiveness in Chart/Upcoming Relationship Possibilities

[cassia]

Hello,

My details: April 29, 1958 8:24 am, Great Falls, Montana, USA.

The area in my life that seems to be most lacking in recent years is in relationships. I'd like to find out if there is something in my chart that has created this difficulty, whereas earlier in my life relationships came so easily. I had one long-term (16-year relationship). I am on the edge of another relationship right now. I feel very drawn to this man, but I'm just not sure this isn't another mistake. There just seem to have been too many problems in recent years not to take notice.

I am an intuitive and this has been a problem and a blessing. I get insights yes, but at other times the anxiety of other people floats in and it's sometimes like having several radio stations on at once. I don't make a living at being a psychic and not sure I want to, although I have used in my profession and in my workplace to guide me. It has also saved my life and may have saved the lives of others close to me. I have also helped friends to get insight into situations that proved to be really accurate, but I have a difficult time getting the same insights for myself, though my gut feelings about safe and unsafe people tend to be very honed.

Recently I consulted a psychic who has advised me to study at a school to strengthen these abilities. He cautioned that the "universe was going to give me bigger taps on the shoulder until I did something about it". I am guessing he probably means I need to study to learn how to filter impressions as this has been a problem in the past.

I did try to study to be a psychic once before, but didn't like the school as it felt too dogmatic and there was a lot of dishonesty, head-trips and such---it felt like a cult to me.

I am not sure what is in my chart that supports this ability. From what I can see there is no obvious indications of deep intuitiveness. I would like to know more and if I really should pursue that as a direction. I am fairly happy doing what I do now, though I am not "successful" financially, although I believe that I will be eventually.

Anything anyone can offer would be most helpful, both in terms of hope for a relationship of depth and in terms of the intuitive abilities.

Thanks,
Cassia

[sita]

Cassia, hi.
I'm only a novice astrologer, but I looked at your chart and a few things popped up for me. The main aspects I found myself going for were that you have neptune and pluto both trining your ascendant in Cancer. All signs are highly sensitive, Neptune to the subtle frequencies, pluto to the deeper isssues that are hidden, and Cancer to the emotions. All of these things on an ascendant seem to indicate good potential for empathy/sensitivity/receptive abilities.

Cancer can definately want to retreat when threatened, but this is "normal" for Cnacer, although it probably doean't feel this way when it's happening. Perhaps getting familiar with the mechanisms of how you retreat might make the retreating process more embraced as a part of your nature. When I p[icture a sand crab scurrying away on the beach, to me, the way it is following its nature is just simply beautiful.

I am not an experienced astrologer, so I would recommend you cross check with other members of the forum who have more experience to add.

Welcome to astrologyweekly,
Sita