rainforestangel
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What does this sygnify? venus, pluto sun, mercury. in scoprio in the fourth house.
I have quite severe mental health problems and have always been a very emotional and senstive person.
After some traumatic events i would always express very loudly my emotions, where my brother would tense and repress it all.
I have alot of emotional pain and it is related to my family, i feel this is related to the fourth house
I learnt that expressing emotions can be dangerous and frightening, so i have put a lid on my pain.
However this causes me great distress and insanity!
I feel that emotions are very terrifying, although i do care deeply for humankind, and wish to somehpw use my strong emotions positively for healing work.
however, currently i suffer greatly by repressing my emotions.
does this scoprio stellium mean i am a natrually emotional person?
I feel that i have a choice.... to either give in to my emotions and then people will know how weak i am.
or to kill myself so that no one will ever know how strongly i feel for them!
n.b... i am not literally going to do this but i am trying to convey the intensity of my situation
i literally feel this is my only choice.
be seen as weak emotional, or die. remove myself so that i cannot hurt anybody.
i was taught that emotions can be dangerous. however i think that i am actually quite an emotional being.
basically i strugl#gle greatly with this, i am a very enmotinal person, but i fear that being myself will lead to big catastrophic emotional danger!
I have quite severe mental health problems and have always been a very emotional and senstive person.
After some traumatic events i would always express very loudly my emotions, where my brother would tense and repress it all.
I have alot of emotional pain and it is related to my family, i feel this is related to the fourth house
I learnt that expressing emotions can be dangerous and frightening, so i have put a lid on my pain.
However this causes me great distress and insanity!
I feel that emotions are very terrifying, although i do care deeply for humankind, and wish to somehpw use my strong emotions positively for healing work.
however, currently i suffer greatly by repressing my emotions.
does this scoprio stellium mean i am a natrually emotional person?
I feel that i have a choice.... to either give in to my emotions and then people will know how weak i am.
or to kill myself so that no one will ever know how strongly i feel for them!
n.b... i am not literally going to do this but i am trying to convey the intensity of my situation
i literally feel this is my only choice.
be seen as weak emotional, or die. remove myself so that i cannot hurt anybody.
i was taught that emotions can be dangerous. however i think that i am actually quite an emotional being.
basically i strugl#gle greatly with this, i am a very enmotinal person, but i fear that being myself will lead to big catastrophic emotional danger!
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