memento mori
02-07-2008, 05:15 PM
I'm totally lost these past days. During my finals. I'm disastrous, have no will for anything, and the circumstances seem to be working against me.
I need some insight in how to use positive aspects relating to my studies.
I just feel so lost. i cant believe i missed one final because I was convinced it was tomorrow :(:34::eek::( .. and the one i did pass i failed to register. it's just very ... i hv the feeling that the universe is working against me.
I'm having also problems with health, i sprained my tetive, i can't sleep during the night, hv occasional tooth ache...
I need an exit, or some kind of strategy. Maybe an insight in whats to come ...
this is just shameful to me... plus i hv no idea how to tell this to my family going through enormous hardship at this time....
Please help
memento
PS: im trying to relate it all to my chart, so far i've come up just with saturn transiting south node in the 6th, ruler of 6th is mercury in 9th. I just dont get it. And how long will this last... Saturn is retrograde conjuncting with this exact spot for the next year i think. it's just so horrible...
I need some insight in how to use positive aspects relating to my studies.
I just feel so lost. i cant believe i missed one final because I was convinced it was tomorrow :(:34::eek::( .. and the one i did pass i failed to register. it's just very ... i hv the feeling that the universe is working against me.
I'm having also problems with health, i sprained my tetive, i can't sleep during the night, hv occasional tooth ache...
I need an exit, or some kind of strategy. Maybe an insight in whats to come ...
this is just shameful to me... plus i hv no idea how to tell this to my family going through enormous hardship at this time....
Please help
memento
PS: im trying to relate it all to my chart, so far i've come up just with saturn transiting south node in the 6th, ruler of 6th is mercury in 9th. I just dont get it. And how long will this last... Saturn is retrograde conjuncting with this exact spot for the next year i think. it's just so horrible...