Im trying to figure out some relational astrology stuff but im a newbie!help plz!

[Celeste]

Hello and thanks for lookin @my post :o :o :o

... Could please some kind soul help me w some questions ?

I tried to read articles online and my laptop is over googled by now
but some human point of view would be more enlightening for me...

I was lookin at the composite for my current involvement - I cant call it a relationship anymore ..:( unfortunately- and i can only see 3 relevant aspects :
Sun conj.Merc
Moon conj. Pluto
Venus trine Mars

Is there any sign that this thing might go somewhere?

Fear n.1 : the Sun-Merc conjunction is in the 12th house ... is that a bad location? (read : could be doomed because of that?!)

Moon conj. Pluto is in 5th ... could mean we could have babies one day? Or simply that for him was just about sex?

Venus trine Mars is betw. AC and 4th... could mean living in the same house?


Also,the AC of the composite is conjunct @ the same degree of his natal sun.

Venus of the comp. is conjunct : A)to my natal Venus ,B)to his natal Venus, C)to MY NORTH node ,D)to HIS SOUTH node , and E) to his Jupiter. (thats a big bundle right there!)

I also looked at some asteroids...my Ceres and his Ceres share the same 29 degree in gemini.His Vertex is trine to my Vertex and trine to my Venus.
His Juno is trine to my Venus.

So the million dollar question is ,what s the overall feeling? Is going to be something important or I'm just wearing the pink glasses climbing up and down the nodes/angles axises ,hoping that he will come back to me and it ll be a thing for life ?

Fear n.2: I m having right now the transit of Neptune, sitting right on top of my 7th house in Aquarius ,in good company of the opposition of Saturn which is one deadly combo for my love life... does that mean I m just traveling in a bubble soap of illusion?

Thanks so much, if some of you feels like answering some of the points, and if u re real bored can even look at the charts (synas., compos., my natal, his natal) attached and see things a newbie cant even imagine !!!

love and light , C.

[jjj]

Hi Celeste,

I wanted to comment on the transit of Neptune. I lived the 2,5 last years (Neptune Aq squaring my Venus in Sco) in an INIMAGINABLE DREAM WORLD. I met who I thought was the love of my life (but it is not a relationship anymore, just my longing for him, but maybe he will come back one day, god knows...)... shortly, this love veiled by Neptune was incredibly beautiful and I am afraid mostly (not totally I hope) imagined by me. I was so romantic that whan I looked at the railway tracks in the railway station that separated us, I felt our love flowing on the tracks... when I saw the logo of a certain beer popular in his country (he is a foreigner), my heart bumped...But this crazy experience made me more spiritual and I am grateful for it, but if someone told me... another transit of Neptune like this, I would refuse, I prefer the everyday world right know, I am SO tired of this longing that brought me so more suffering... But I saw my first "lucid dreams" thanks to that suffering and has an out of body experience... so I must be grateful also.

I do not want to discourage you, but Neptune gives rose glasses and takes you to the paradise.

Jan

[Celeste]

i know.. i dont wanna be discouraged...thoughts become things...
and Neptune sometimes is also unconditional love other than deception...
man, those pink goggles work fine,,,, lol

[rahu]

hi celeste.
looking at the composite chart the venus opposition to uranus indicates intense ,idealistic,sexually/emotional attraction between the two of you.though intense ,this aspect can be unstable because uranus demands a high degree of independence.often a relationship with this aspect can only survive as a "open'" relationship.
the trine between saturn and the pluto/moon conjunction bodes a degree of stability but as the sun is square to the saturn/moon and pluto/moon midpoints,there can be resistance to the longterm nature of the relationship.
saturn is sesquiqudrate to uranus which indicates that decisions about the relationship are slow.there seems to be a back and forth movement about committment.
speaking of neptune,saturn is opposed to neptune.this can indicate that he is not being straight forward his feeling,it could be shyness or it couls be deceptive in nature.the neptune element can also indicate there is a envolvemnent with meds/alcohol.
todd

[Celeste]

hi Rahu and thank you 4 yr post.
so, do all those negative stuff overcome the positive aspects? somewhere i ve heard the negatives are always stronger than the positive aspects..
you re also right on the attraction being so magnetic and he s always defensive about feelings.

[rahu]

hi
the saturn opposed to neptune is the only one to worry about as can show deception.
rahu