Gwenyhfair
05-13-2012, 07:19 AM
Hi,
the eclipses of last summer had a great impact on my life. This came as a surprise cause of the degrees and signs. Also the professional astrologers I talked to before and after never use eclipses. In june there was one at 23 sag/gemini and in july 9 cancer. I have sun 26 taurus and moon 8 pisces so I never figured it would count or how it would manifest.
In june just some days before the eclipse, I have applied to some studies and late july I got a letter saying I was not approved. In between this I had had an argument with my dearest friend and it lead to great anger and bitterness for both and we totally broke up then. Very soon after I got the letter from the university they called me and said there had been some mistake.
These things donīt happen and I never figured out what the mistake at the university was. I definitely was among the admitted! Somehow I think that this all had to do with breaking up with that person, I mean the angels or stars fixed it. When I applied we were still friends and things were going in another direction, then came the eclipses and we broke up. And they had another look at the papers at the University... You see. Things took a whole other direction for me.
Now I wonder about eclipse triggers that I have read about, when I had more time I could follow this up and I really could see things going on. It was some years ago, other eclipses in other houses and signs.
Now pluto has been on the july eclipse degree. And something has happened deep inside of me but nothing has changed on the surface. I no longer feel hatred towards that person. I saw them at a distance and there was something sad and lonely about them but it was just a passing moment.
And now I see that venus is going retro at 23.59 gemini!?!
The whole year after the july eclipse Iīve been totally locked. I did not only broke up with this certain person, no I had some friendships I realised were not based on real friendship so i had to quit them too. And my therapist quit her job early june, which I realised was a great loss for me during the summer. The only thing I then could focus on were work and studies.
Even if I had contact with my "ex-friends" after the eclipses I was emotionally regressed so I also figured out myself Iīd better draw back.
It really felt the eclipses changed me for good but maybe Iīll live again?
I have been a total stone heart for 10 months now:sleeping: Or sleeping beauty?
the eclipses of last summer had a great impact on my life. This came as a surprise cause of the degrees and signs. Also the professional astrologers I talked to before and after never use eclipses. In june there was one at 23 sag/gemini and in july 9 cancer. I have sun 26 taurus and moon 8 pisces so I never figured it would count or how it would manifest.
In june just some days before the eclipse, I have applied to some studies and late july I got a letter saying I was not approved. In between this I had had an argument with my dearest friend and it lead to great anger and bitterness for both and we totally broke up then. Very soon after I got the letter from the university they called me and said there had been some mistake.
These things donīt happen and I never figured out what the mistake at the university was. I definitely was among the admitted! Somehow I think that this all had to do with breaking up with that person, I mean the angels or stars fixed it. When I applied we were still friends and things were going in another direction, then came the eclipses and we broke up. And they had another look at the papers at the University... You see. Things took a whole other direction for me.
Now I wonder about eclipse triggers that I have read about, when I had more time I could follow this up and I really could see things going on. It was some years ago, other eclipses in other houses and signs.
Now pluto has been on the july eclipse degree. And something has happened deep inside of me but nothing has changed on the surface. I no longer feel hatred towards that person. I saw them at a distance and there was something sad and lonely about them but it was just a passing moment.
And now I see that venus is going retro at 23.59 gemini!?!
The whole year after the july eclipse Iīve been totally locked. I did not only broke up with this certain person, no I had some friendships I realised were not based on real friendship so i had to quit them too. And my therapist quit her job early june, which I realised was a great loss for me during the summer. The only thing I then could focus on were work and studies.
Even if I had contact with my "ex-friends" after the eclipses I was emotionally regressed so I also figured out myself Iīd better draw back.
It really felt the eclipses changed me for good but maybe Iīll live again?
I have been a total stone heart for 10 months now:sleeping: Or sleeping beauty?