Intensive karma

[Neptune Rising]

:) :34: Hello everyone, my first post!

I was wondering if anyone could shed a bit of light on this please?

A guy I've known over a year and I have a relationship, I'm trying to figure out what is going on, it feel so karmic butI'm not sure what the lesson may be.

He is July 15th 1961, Tehran, Iran(no birth time)
I am Jan 16th 1975, Staines, UK (5am)

There are so many conjunctions.

His Saturn conjunct my Sun 1.4 degrees
My Sun conjunct his Saturn 8 degrees
His Pluto opposite my Moon 0.4 degress,
also his Chiron conjunct my Moon 0.6 degrees
Juno conjunct Juno 0.3 degrees
His Venus conjunct my South Node 0.3 degrees
His Venus conjunct my Descendent about 2 degrees
His Sun conjunct my Vertex about 3 degrees
His Mars is opposite my Moon 3 degrees
His Neptune trine my Moon 1.8 degrees
Venus trine Venus 3.7 degrees
His Uranus trine my Mars 1.9 degrees
His moon trine my Chiron 0.9 degrees
His Venus trine my Pluto 0.5 degrees

There are loads more, too many to list.

The relationship feels binding so much, there is also some pain, bittersweet but such tenderness too and much learning. It feels like I have known him for so long and he feels the same, it feels comfortable but I also have this feeling I will have to let him go one day. I feel we have a lot to learn together. I wanted to run away from him in the beginning, such a fear, but now over a year later I'm glad and feel blessed I still know him and so close to him when I see him.

The composite chart puzzles me, with Venus, Sun, Mercury and Saturn conjunct the South Node. I have heard that the South Node takes things away, especially if Saturn sits next to it. But with all the others alongside I really don't know, is the relationship supposed to be taken away or stay.

Also when we met the transiting North Node had conjuncted the Composite South Node (August 2005). I haven't a clue what that means but I feel it may be important.

I would really appreciate any help advice on this.

Love Neptune Rising

[wilsontc]

Neptune,

You have strong South node (the past) connections with each other. These connections feel familiar but tend to hold you both back in life.

Nodally,

Tim

[Neptune Rising]

Thank you Tim, absolutely, I did hear South Node conjunctions can be like that, keeping you in the past, I have also heard good things about them, some long term couples have these conjunctions. Hmmm, I really don't know, time will tell. Does anyone have any other thoughts on all these other conjunctions and why we may have met this time around and what we have to learn?!

[rahu]

hi neptune.
first of all the composite chart doesnot look loving or wholesome to me.the south node positions are symbolic of control and the pain you mentioned.the main aspects i see are symbolic of manipulation.the chiron conjunct to juno is especially troublesome as it is a specific for a manipulated relationship.
i agree the south node shows a past life potential but this is a negative past life connection.just because there is a past life connect doesnot make it good.my ?guess? is that yuo were a slave to him in a past life.

his chart shows a moon uranus conjunction,with the orb indeterminate as the exact time is not know,but this conjunction shows the potential for strong psychic/astral powers.

your chart has neptune exactly on the ascendant indicating you are also exceptionally psychic.my gut feeling is that he is psychically manipulating you.
have youi have bad feeling and he convinces you they are good feelings,
?have you made decisions then reversed yourself because he shows yopu the "truth"?

i would cut this off immediately,don't meet with him because it seems his aura can overwhelm you.
rah

[Neptune Rising]

hi neptune.
first of all the composite chart doesnot look loving or wholesome to me.the south node positions are symbolic of control and the pain you mentioned.the main aspects i see are symbolic of manipulation.the chiron conjunct to juno is especially troublesome as it is a specific for a manipulated relationship.
i agree the south node shows a past life potential but this is a negative past life connection.just because there is a past life connect doesnot make it good.my ?guess? is that yuo were a slave to him in a past life.

his chart shows a moon uranus conjunction,with the orb indeterminate as the exact time is not know,but this conjunction shows the potential for strong psychic/astral powers.

your chart has neptune exactly on the ascendant indicating you are also exceptionally psychic.my gut feeling is that he is psychically manipulating you.
have youi have bad feeling and he convinces you they are good feelings,
?have you made decisions then reversed yourself because he shows yopu the "truth"?

rah

Hi Rahu

Wow thank you very much, a few things here ring exceptionally true! I had strong feelings about the past, that something terrible may have happened, maybe he was cruel to me or something like that. I had no idea where these feelings had come from, and thought maybe they would happen in the future.

Also the moon/uranus in his chart sounds right, When I had these bad feelings, I would meet up with him and feel ok afterwards, but those feelings would always return, my mind was in overdrive going from one direction to the other! No idea if I was coming or going.

I thought, with all this past stuff, maybe we met in this life to correct those in some way, or maybe it is for me to regain my power and 'break free' from him.

Thank you for your insight!!
Neptune