Where did I go wrong with my life?

[Sagittarian Angel]

Here is the horary chart. Any opinion would be useful for me. Thanks.

http://www.ciuboda.com/acharts/d/392-1/Where.png

[EvilPixyScorp]

Sag Angel~

I'm sorry you're bummed out. :(
This question is pretty broad....Can you be more specific on
what lead up to your feeling like this?
Not even sure if I can read it, hopefully someone else can.

Take care :)
-Pix

[Sagittarian Angel]

Well, I'm just puzzled about my life... I feel that many things are going to a wrong direction, but I can't exactly say what happens... I feel that something in the past happened in a way such now I have some troubles, but I can't say the cause... If did you see the movie "The Butterfly Effect", I think you could understand... It's something wrong, but where and how to correct are my questions... I think something small, appearently with no meaning, changed my life...
Sorehearted answered my question while we were chatting at "Live Chat" of this forum and I thank her for that, I saved her answer and I try to act in the direction indicated by her.

[EvilPixyScorp]

Sag Angel~

Yes I saw that movie. :) Very cool & true.
So here's my preachy boring answer lol...
(I'm reform Jewish if that makes a difference)

But you don't have to be religious
to see the Butterfly effect manifesting in the world events now.
Anger breeds anger, hate breeds hate, etc.

You said it was something small you aren't aware of,
that tells me you are a very spiritually intune person,
ahead of the curve of most people.

To mess up is human, to truely forgive is divine...Starting
with forgiving yourself first off.
First, If YOU expect things to play out a certain way subconsciously,
it will play out that way..your body language/tone of voice/etc is 80% of communication.
Second, don't beat yourself up over pinpointing the one
action that lead you to feel sad & post.
This dark time you'll turn into something positive since you're sincere.
Maybe a new horary is needed?
Do you feel drawn to anything you think would help you be happy?
Do you suspect there is something you do that's holding you back?

Be very specific & give timelines too
if ya want, that helps the forum readers.

Good luck & Blessings~
EPS