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Arian Maverick
09-10-2006, 04:25 PM
Similar to my experience involving Crystal kids/Indigo Children (http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?p=19834), what began as several faint observations and impressions throughout my experience on the forums has suddenly congealed into a startling revelation, one which has hit me like an anvil to the head. Yet although I have experienced moments like these before, my reasoning is no easier to explain because my thoughts and ideas are not linear; they are foggy and intangible like the topic of this thread. I have a Pisces Ascendant.

In an attempt to organize my thoughts, I have listed several posts/threads/sites which have contributed to my current state of confusion, although I have yet to understand how they connect...

Lapis' post in the thread Crystal kids/Indigo Children (http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?p=19834):

This is for Arian Maverick and any other "Blue's/Indigos" who are currently being triggered in different ways. (Moments before this, I posted a response at the "Spiritual Realm" forum on freedomlover's thread about her "Lapis Dream". Recently there's been a lot of seemingly disconnected threads/discussions about blue lights, blue eneriges, Indigos, Lapis Lazuli, the Aquarian Age being electric blue in color and on and on. All of these topics are connected and basically talking about the same thing. Transformations of humanity and our planet and beyond.

Because we're not as yet all 5D telepathic.....we have to use words to communicate. And so we have terms like Indigo and Crystal and Ascension and Lightworkers etc. to indicate different groups of souls at different levels and phases within this planetary transitioning. Nothing special, just different groups going through different energy initations. (If you haven't experienced any of these things as yet, fear not, you will soon.......I promise.) It's just that finally now there's enough higher energies here that far more people are consciously aware that they ARE changing now.

For many people, myself included, we're having to relearn now how to be Goddess like. One of the ways that that is manifesting in us, our bodies and minds, is that we're having one hell of a time "thinking" in our old familiar linear ways! Goddess energies are all about being. When we're being it's really easy to receive information from all over the cosmos BUT.....it comes to you in a totally different way than what we're used to. It comes as a knowing from your Higher Self, not from our ego's or our rational and linear minds and intellects. No high drama......just calm Crystal Clear ;) knowing and deep heart connections and respect of all others.

Goddess energies/consciousness (aka 5D and above) are highly synchronistic which really means that we're functioning at levels above physicality and polarity. It means we're feeling the beginnings of what it actually feels like at the 5th dimension (5D)! :D Why? Because from 5D on up (we're back to those words again) everyone is conscious of being connected to everyone else. Not so down here in 3-D.

Now for those who identify with Indigo and Crystal, much of these changes that I'd just call "Ascension symptoms" or "the Ascension process" are really one and the same thing. Everyone has been/is/will continue to be going through this long process of transforming from one state into a higher state. And that means that we're transmuting our little ego selves into a state of being far, far, more connected to our Higher Selves and that means everything changes for the better!

When we're in our lower vibrating ego selves we are far more disconnected from everyone else. We're used to perceiving this physical reality in one certain way, mentally, emotionally, psychically, physically etc. But as we each get activated to move up another notch energetically, these old familiar ways of perceiving start changing suddenly. It feels like we're loosing our little minds and we are actually! We keep getting upgrades which are causing us to feel each other and be able to telepathically communicate nearly effortlessly. But this will only happen when enough people all reach the same energetic level (group) and each person is vibrating at the same exact higher energy state. You have to BE it first, then you'll discover that you are in the same place energetically.

So don't worry about how your mind and intellect is not working so great now because it's getting expanded and upgraded to something far superior. ;) And don't worry about how your emotions are all over the place now too because that's normal and will level out after a bit. And don't worry about how your physical body seems to be totally falling apart and changing in ways we'd never have dreamed of! That too is just another aspect of this process of Ascension or of transitioning from one state, dimension, or "color" like Indigo to Crystal and/or 5th dimensional.

Shining Ray's post in the thread Natural Order (http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?p=19904), which triggered the realization that I often unintentionally mimic the writing/expression style of others. My voice may still be very much my own, and perhaps this is not noticable to anyone else, but I imagined myself creating a new thread and studying my own natal chart in the same matter as Shining Ray and I felt a connection between us!

Thank you for the information Arien, I was thinking also that when planets fall in the same house even if the chart is not natural it will be emphasized. Like Mercury in the third. Or maybe you might have Mercury in Gemini so I suppose a double emphasis is expressed.

I haven't thought about this much because I don't have a double emphasis on a placement. But on an aspects I do i.e Mercury in Pisces square Neptune. This would double the meaning of my Mercury in Pisces. No wonder I am so confused in life

But with you Arian like on your 8th house Pluto in Scorpio you have a triple emphasis. Or is this placement just more naturally expressed. Your right when you say there isn't much information out there, I will look for it because there should be an explanation for this. With placements is it a more natural expression rather than a double meaning.

I'm Confused.

Shining Ray

And finally, I also recalled one of Eric Francis' older editions of Astrology Questions and Answers (http://cainer.com/ericfrancis/ericarchive.html)--Do or Die: In Search of Hillary (http://cainer.com/ericfrancis/may18.html):

But now let us gaze into the foggy depths of her soul. I claim the privilege of investigating her chart in the public interest, based on the tradition that political leaders are subject to astrological scrutiny because their actions affect so many people. She is a concern because she is currently one of the most recognizable names in politics, and is a contender for the presidency in 2008. She is a Democrat, but follows the formula that "we'll beat the Republicans by being exactly like them."

Way to blend into the woodwork with that Pisces Moon, dangling in the last degree of the entire tropical zodiac! This is an extremely interesting degree of the horoscope, just as much for being the 360th degree as it is for its Sabian symbol. The Sabians are a degree-by-degree system that helps us decode the message of a planet. Basically, the degree of Hillary's Moon is the story of a boy who is fascinated by the image he sees in the side of a mountain, which looks like the face of an old man. Gradually, through admiring this profile, he comes to look like it. It is about the ways we can shape our own character.

This is based on the Nathaniel Hawthorne story, "The Great Stone Face." I have seen this degree work in this way over and over again. To put the Pisces Moon there is to raise it to a level that verges on humorous, since the Pisces Moon has a lot of this quality already.

By this and other accounts of her chart, we get imagery of someone who can "be who she needs to be" so she can do what she needs to do. She is basically a shape shifter. But she is not the kind who changes overnight; that is its own talent. She is the kind who morphs over long years, and transitions into something else entirely.

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The frightening thing is you never know who is behind that facade -- and I gather that she doesn't know either. The Pisces Moon is the most compelling astrological archetype I can think of for not being sure who one is. Indeed, it changes so often, and so unpredictably, that it would be hard to keep track of; but, if there are strong aspects, it's possible to learn. But Hillary's Moon makes only one aspect: to Juno. Her husband. Billy boy. And though Hillary is allegedly a kind of feminist icon (not!), let me say this somewhat politically incorrect thing: she would be nobody without him. He is the mission, the purpose, the idea. She is already clinging to the edge of reality, even with him there. But there is no question that she needs him to define her purpose and give her a solid reference point in the universe.

She has the image of stability, of stasis, but in truth she is the Human Earthquake.

I do not have a Pisces Moon, but this description resonated with some deeper part of me. I should also mention that if I indeed have a Pisces Ascendant, it is undoubtedly in the latter degrees of Pisces--I have intuited that it is either 28 or 29 degrees.

Arian Maverick

Shining Ray
09-10-2006, 05:56 PM
Arian,

What you just posted on the Pisces Moon concerning Hilary I have never read a description like this having a Pisces Moon myself. If you feel a connection to this description maybe you do have a Pisces Ascendant. I feel totally lost in life and my partner has such strong direction and ambition, that the more successful he becomes the more lost and hopeless I feel. I know this is strange to feel this way. But the last part of the description on Hilary felt like this person was talking about me. I need my partner to define my place in the world, he is my focal point.

I couldn't doubt my Ascendant with my constant self critical analysis, I constantly attack the lost Pisces in me. I hate being forgetful, not having any clear direction in life.

It must be harder to recognize if you are Pisces Ascendant or not with a lot of planets in Aries. Or maybe easier if you do feel a Pisces element to you, being so Arian.

Shining Ray