Horrible Transits - Can anyone help?

[Alice]

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[Frisiangal]

You say 'horrible' transits, so what are you fearful of ? Seems as if you are already aware of what's going on.

F.

[Alice]

Making the wrong decisions, and ending up having no work I think, F. I'm aware of the Pluto/Moon conjunction, and of Uranus/Saturn, and of Jupiter transiting the Asc...

I'm aware that in addition to facing the beginning of major mid-life transits, I also have incidental transits (like the Pluto/Moon).

I'm brand new to this forum, and I think I keep posting in all the wrong places - I do apologise. Perhaps this belongs more in the Pluto transits thread because I think that it's this which is making me feel afraid of absolutely everything.

We've recently moved home and am now wondering if I did the right thing (we write music, and used to be able to get away with working from home in our old place - because of neighbours and noise, I doubt that we'll be able to do that here). My husband would like to invest in an outside premesis, but I worry that we won't have enough work coming our way to be able to afford it.

On the other hand, I find the place we have bought to be much more the kind of place in which I feel comfortable living. For instance I notice immediately that my sleep patterns have improved. At the end of my time in my old house no amount of sleeping pills would enable me to sleep beyond 06.00am (waking at 04.30 was a regularity). I'm astonished that I'm now waking up at 09.45, and 09.00 quite regularly - this never once happened in the eight years where I lived before.

Last October my husband lost a steady job and we now seem to be living on bits and bobs from here and there, which has scared me a lot. We'd both love to live off music almost exclusively (we write for TV) and although we have a series to do next year, one TV job isn't enough (on paper at least) to go out on a financial limb for. On the other hand, is 'not going out on a limb' restricting the energy that could potentially be released by the pressure of having to find extra funding?

So, much of my fears are about career and money.

Other fears center around why it is that I seem to be falling out with people so much and losing friends. Maybe this has something to do with my being over sensitive due to the Pluto/Moon transit, maybe this is another expression of clearing dead energy, but again I'm in doubt about the appropriateness of my own behaviour.

I'm aware to an extent of what's going on, but I'm a beginner in Astrology and can only see the immediately obvious. I also feel too close to my chart to be able to read it objectively.

I just wondered what I could be overlooking I suppose...

[Alice]

Just wanted to add a bit...

During a recent argument (in which I lost a friend) she said to me that she thinks 'I'm lost' - as the words keep coming back to me, I think that maybe I should give them some thought. Maybe it's the Neptune/Asc impression that I give out to the world, but again, I wondered if it were a transit I was overlooking.

So overlooked or less obvious transits, or unconsidered results of obvious transits are probably that which has lead to me posting here.