Pluto-the nuclear transformer

[rubyelixir]

Pluto is freaking me out......now i know its not until a while before it conjuncts my stellium but I feel it already. Plus, there's the fact that my nadir is at 27 degrees Sag, MC 27 gem.
So, I'm interested in hearing about Plutonian transit experiences, maybe it will calm my nerves at the idea of whats to come.
BTW, when will Pluto leave capricorn once its in? , Not that I have nothing to worry about then , I mean after it rakes itself over my 5 planet cap stellium, I have Jup in Aquarius! but at least thats at later degrees....& its Jupiter, so how bad can that be. I am most afraid of the mars, sun and saturn conjunctions.Anybody experience those?????
AND LIVE TO TELL?????

[rubyelixir]

btw here's my chart w today's transits:

your comments and sympathies welcomed!

http://www.publicupload.com/files/transits5-17.gif (http://www.publicupload.com)

[wilsontc]

Ruby,

Pluto transformations are profound and deep. With Pluto transiting your stellium in the 4th house (home, also emotions), this will be a time of emotional transformation as you keep those emotions you need...and get rid of the other emotions you have kept your whole life out of habit. Pluto transits are also LONG. It will be many years before Pluto, once in Capricorn, has moved into Aquarius.

Plutonically,

Tim

[Frisiangal]

Hi RubyE,

Have you considered that it might not only be transiting Pluto conjunct I.C, but also transiting Jupiter in the long term hover over your Moon-Neptune conjunction in Scorpio, plus Pluto's semi-square to 5th house natal Jupiter? That's a lot of Jupiter ! Expectations not working out ? Maybe you should start looking further afield?

Your large stellium in Cap. in 4th house makes me wonder if you are one who prefers to know exactly where you are, leave things as they are, and have a bit of trouble 'spreading you wings' to take in new fields of horizon. Pluto over your I.C. is the part of you requiring that you burn your bridges behind you and prepare yourself to make a completely new start in a, as yet, unexperienced area and direction. Capricorn may prefer to stay put but that isn't possible or allowed.

There was a post not too long ago with tr. Pluto experiences, elsewhere on the forums. Maybe they can help you through this period.

Pluto enters Capricorn for good late 2008 and conjuncts your Venus in 2011. Plenty of time to make the necessary changes. It doesn't enter Aquarius for good until 2024.

F.

[rubyelixir]

Thanks Tim, you are right about the emotions thing as I do feel that shifting somewhat. Also, I haven't talked w my mom in over a month 1/2, not even on Mothers Day & she usually sends me a card at least.
This is HUGE. I used to talk to my mom a weekly basis if not almost daily.

The blow up was really nothing that hasn't happened before but this time felt "different" to me. My Mom is extremely good looking & somewhat shallow, a decent person, w decent morals don't get me wrong, but her emotional depth is shallow. Mine on the other hand is nearly phathomless.
The incident consisted of me calling my mom, distressed over not finding a job & yet another supposed "great" interview which was supposed to result in a second "hiring" interview, never materialized. Looking for some support (silly me) I called to talk. She, who has never had to worry about money a second of her adult life because she has been basically kept in the lap of luxury by men due to her good looks, starts to criticize me, pointing out numerous things that have nothing to do with anything realistic (well I guess they do to her) and was completely unsympathetic. Not only was there no empathy or sympathy, she was adding salt to the wounds. She speaks very holier than thou, which just kills me as it does seem to pay off for her but by no means works for me. I got very upset & depressed, I became sarcastic & I forget who hung up on whom but we have not talked since. After something like this, usually one of us would call the other, no later than a week, but this is different. It’s been a month & a 1/2 & w mothers day to boot. The thing is, I don’t feel guilty like I used to, yes I miss my mom, but in a way, I don't give a hoot.
And the fact that she hasn't called to even find out about her grandson, it kind of makes me loathe her. I just know that when we do finally speak again, it can never be the same.

I am a single mom of a 3 1/2 yo boy & I lost my job in Dec as the company I worked for closed our offices. It was actually anticipated way before by me, being highly intuitive, but it still was a shock. They gave me a nice severance package & initially I was busy getting some freelance work from skills in my previous career as a costume/set designer & doing a little traveling. I settled down into really pursuing a full time administrative position in Feb. I've had more than several very good interviews that made me think it was in the bag but nothing would come if it. I'm very perplexed & upset by this, also losing my confidence. Yesterday I was called in for review by the Unemployment office. It was very depressing but at least made me feel not alone. The interviewer told me that more & more she sees people like me, mature, good job history, skilled & yet no one wants to pay a decent wage; in fact she said she’s told many to scale down their résumé’s. Employers want & demand skilled responsible people but don’t want to pay & would rather go through several low quality applicants than have to pay. She told me that there is no honor or respect or integrity w companies that she sees, but wished me well & tried to tell me to have faith that something will come up. Great....This I feel is in correspondence to the thread on Pluto in Sag & is relationship to the GC.

FRISANGEL-Thanks for your comments, you are partially right. You see, I have not had a problem w/ spreading my wings & changing direction, I've done so several times. In fact I've always been quite an explorer & courageous when it comes to unknown territory. But being Cap has made security a constant issue in my mind. My self worth I unfortunately base on it as I think this is what I was taught growing up also, being the product of an upper middleclass household. Security is somewhat different to me than what you might think, but maybe is completely rational too. Money mainly, and does mine ever fluctuate. I'm not a big spender by any means but I just can't seem to get anything solid & SOLID is my deepest desire. Moon in 2nd house conj Neptune doesn’t give me much hope for that, but I dream & pray everyday for it , that and a sense of belonging. Those 2 things are security to me, not a job or career although it would be nice if my work brought me that but thus far it hasn't. Career wise I feel nomadic. I am a very creative person & had a supposedly creative career for 17 years (I never felt I was able to express my potential fully though) Then when I decided to do office work it was purely for the fact that I thought it would be stable and pay decently, not that I'd get rich but I could make a living. Well it has but here I am w nothing & yesterdays visit to Unemployment did little to change my feelings to positive.

It seems ironic in that its like my mom but I now look to the possibility of finding a life partner, someone I can be family with & hopefully provide me w some security, possibly monetarily but most importantly spiritually & emotionally. I may never find it , but even though I have no planets in my 7th house, I do feel hope & intuitively that this person exists. I do love my son and feel family w him but i want more for him & myself, and I'm not so sure I can do it all by myself , in fact I think I might find it easier to "spread my wings" further w the support of an intimate companion. Maybe this is the "further a field" you were referring to as I have never felt this way before, always being independent. I had a reiki session in which the practitioner told me I had "problems with receiving Love" & he was working on it, it was a 2 hour session!!! & I need more & have been meditating on this. So this is very different for me. The North Node and Venus are transiting my 7th so it could be possible now ;o)