Why am I so?

[jenluvsblackcat]

Hey all,

For the last few weeks I've been feeling like a little kid who had her favorite, red balloon popped by a nasty bully. Life just seems really pointless, yet I know deep down that this is not the case. However, I can't pull myself from my slump. In personal relatioships, I'm more guarded than ever before. I question the reality of any romantic or kind gesture someone gives me. I no longer think humans are capable of compassion and warmth. As you can see, I'm growing more and more cynical every day because I cannot get a grasp on reality in a concrete sense. What used to matter to me is of no importance any more. So my question is
What is the source of my problem? And if horary is not the best for this, my natal info is in the thread that Aquarian Mav created. She is awesome!

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Thanks guys!

[Summery Joy]

I know that this question is rather old, but I just saw it.

The Moon is applyng to an opposition with the Sun, 11th house ruler. It is also in partile trine with Mars, the ruler of the 7th house.

Saturn is technically in the 11th house.

Venus, your significator in in detriment in the 7th house. It receives the Sun.

The last lunar aspect is a square with Neptune in the 5th house.

Jen, I think it's the same story. Like I said, this thread is old. I hope you're past it.