eonechoes
03-29-2006, 07:50 PM
I just moved to a new city last year and have been having an incredibly hard time finding friends, which has never been even a slight problem for me. I'm 17 yrs old, and my mom is usually a truckdriver (but she got hurt on the job and they won't give her Workman's Comp, so we have to sue them and until then money is very tight, but that's an other story), so I was on the road off and on for the past 6 or so years. I had an amazing relationship with a Leo (never got his birthtime because we had trouble with his mom, that always had me miffed :D), from Juneish of '03 to December of '04 and have not had any luck with relationships since. We never had an internal problem in the relationship, the reason we wound up splitting up was his family hating me. We had an awesome connection and we almost always, you know, knew what the other was thinking, ect.
Anyway, I've never had a problem with relationships, but in the past like month 3 "options" (I honestly don't look at people that way, but just for lack of a better word) have fallen through, and it seems as thought no one seems to be interested in being friends or more than friends with me.
This is on top of a whack-job complex I've developed lately, that being that I have to look perfect and am very very much looking for approval from everyone (which used to come very naturally). I progressed into Aries when I was 7, and I have changed since then, but I feel that I also changed like last October ot something. I've been eyeing my progressed chart to see what's going on, but I just don't know enough about astrology yet (though I've been studying it since like 3 - back then it was "Pisces is imaginitive and sensitive, yaaay, fishy!", but still), to really be able to understand exactly what is doing what. I do however have a post it on my wall saying [my] "Moon leaves Capricorn on July 1st!", so I'm really looking for any change that will take away some of this weird emotionally unstable **** that I've been going through recently.
I have 2 yods, as you can see, but I don't really know what they mean, there's not a lot of information online that tells you, obviously what a Neptune/Pluto/Ascendant yod means, heh.
Anyone know anything that could help me, or perhaps (and I've been very interested in know this), what kind of mate I SHOULD pursue (because I've been going after very bad people lately)?
So here's my chart, my progressed chart and my ex-boyfriend Chris' chart (since we seemed to match perfectly, though I can't see why from our charts). Ignore his houses though, I never got his birthtime.
http://astrobreak.com/Shannon.JPG
http://astrobreak.com/ShannonProgressed.JPG
http://astrobreak.com/Chris.JPG
Any help with this will be GREATLY appreciated. I'm not sure if I'm just at a karmic crossroads, or what (I did just go into a new "decade" of Chinese Astrology luck when I turned 17).[/img]
Anyway, I've never had a problem with relationships, but in the past like month 3 "options" (I honestly don't look at people that way, but just for lack of a better word) have fallen through, and it seems as thought no one seems to be interested in being friends or more than friends with me.
This is on top of a whack-job complex I've developed lately, that being that I have to look perfect and am very very much looking for approval from everyone (which used to come very naturally). I progressed into Aries when I was 7, and I have changed since then, but I feel that I also changed like last October ot something. I've been eyeing my progressed chart to see what's going on, but I just don't know enough about astrology yet (though I've been studying it since like 3 - back then it was "Pisces is imaginitive and sensitive, yaaay, fishy!", but still), to really be able to understand exactly what is doing what. I do however have a post it on my wall saying [my] "Moon leaves Capricorn on July 1st!", so I'm really looking for any change that will take away some of this weird emotionally unstable **** that I've been going through recently.
I have 2 yods, as you can see, but I don't really know what they mean, there's not a lot of information online that tells you, obviously what a Neptune/Pluto/Ascendant yod means, heh.
Anyone know anything that could help me, or perhaps (and I've been very interested in know this), what kind of mate I SHOULD pursue (because I've been going after very bad people lately)?
So here's my chart, my progressed chart and my ex-boyfriend Chris' chart (since we seemed to match perfectly, though I can't see why from our charts). Ignore his houses though, I never got his birthtime.
http://astrobreak.com/Shannon.JPG
http://astrobreak.com/ShannonProgressed.JPG
http://astrobreak.com/Chris.JPG
Any help with this will be GREATLY appreciated. I'm not sure if I'm just at a karmic crossroads, or what (I did just go into a new "decade" of Chinese Astrology luck when I turned 17).[/img]