heart-break

[music]

I am always attracted to virgo asc guys. This guy had his moon as well in virgo.
It started off from a spontaneous kiss from his side. Even before that I was in love with him. So I didnt deny him.
After that we went all the way, me with a heavy heart because somehow I knew he didnt love me.
And it ended last week when he said he just wanted friendship.
My heart is broken.
If he had to say this, why did he wait for one year?:(
I am not feeling well, have allergic problems since then..

Why do I have to meet this guy only to be dumped?
his saturn conj my saturn and north node in virgo
sextile my venus,mars and uranus
trine my Asc
square my neptune

lots of karma, I guess! But I dono what is the lesson for me:(

[Lapis]

"..... me with a heavy heart because somehow I knew he didnt love me.

But I dono what is the lesson for me:(

Sounds like you answered your own question. For some people the most difficult word to learn how to say to others is..... "No"!

Doesn't matter what its about, just learning how to draw lines in the symbolic sand, and say NO because it's OK to do this for yourself.