A little insight, please?

[junetown]

When I first saw Chiron on my natal chart - I just knew it was important. And it is, and it's all accurate and yada yada. No questions there.

My Chiron is conjunct my ascending, and also conjunct my moon (all three conjunct to eachother.)

what has me confused, and more worried - is that when I feel as though I could be hitting a prime of learning to understand Chiron and mend the effects of associated wounds - I notice that lilith is also conjunct my moon, and my ascending. Though not my Chiron, which is strange but I guess they just aren't close enough, as it goes

lilith
moon
ascending
chiron

What could this mean? Any insight would be helpful.

march 16th, 1986
9:26 AM
st. louis, MO

[junetown]

i've done some thinking, and some research

i considered the lilith being in my gemini ascendent, which can cause me to change my behavior in order to fit into certain situations. (this is some of the only information i could find on the internet, so my interpretations may be sort of bland)

at its worst, supposedly, this can make me two faced and gossipy. i know i can be like this, though i have not been for a long time - i was very immature and gossipy (and two faced) around my junior high years. i have a tendency to self reflect and obsess over my behaviors, so this probably caused me to put a hault on those nasty habbits. i would hate to see myself revert back to this.

even more important in my eyes, is the moon conjunct lilith. the moon has a stronger influence on my ascendent than gemini seems to (though gemini does have it's place in my being). lilith conjunct the moon means that my (hidden) despair causes me physical ailment. this is also very true. it reminds me of all the times i've sat around depressed and ended up with nausea/heart burn/diarhea. (excuse the honestly) and yes i have considered pepto bismol a miracle drug LOL

any further influence i wouldn't really know about, but perhaps in time.

[Pallas-trine-Mars]

I also have lilth in my first house. Lilith (Black Moon Lilith, not the asteroid) is the mathematical point where the Moon's orbit is farthest from the Earth. It represents acceptance of your own dark side, sexuality and how you can relate these things with others (e.g. psychology).

Those planets on your ascendant probably give you a good awareness of your emotions and mentality, sort of a sensitive (Moon), understanding (Lilith) maverick/counseling (Chiron) character.

Interesting self-interp.