Humble reading request from a newbie here [Archive]

C Jayne

04-14-2006, 12:51 AM

Hi,

I'm new here and would like to humbly request a career ,financial and love reading as neither of these areas are going very well in my life right now In fact, they haven't for quite some time . Not to mention the fact that I have recently been diagnosed with a deterioration of a back problem. Any insights please?

DOB: Nov. 22, 1956 at 12:50PM in Montreal, Quebec, Canada, Female living in Montreal.

Will I find love and a job soon? Will my health and finances improve?

I so appreciate your reply.

Marie

Hi Marie--

I've looked over the posts you've had with other people. I'm not sure I understand the benefit you got from them -- asking yes-no questions, to me, would be pretty depressing if ever you got a "no."

So I put together your charts, to see why you've been so glum. Here rae several of your charts.

Your natal chart--

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... and your progressed chart, for the date when you first asked for help:

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... and your progressed chart for today's date:

http://img45.imageshack.us/img45/1936/marieprogap1320061zz.th.gif (http://img45.imageshack.us/my.php?image=marieprogap1320061zz.gif)

Here's what i can tell you:

As Tim (tcwilson) told you elsewhere, you've got some "issues" in your life with how you approach relationships (Moon- Venus square, etc.). But let's back up a little here. I think you're using love as some kind of euphoric drug to help you get past life's other difficulties. You might be better off if you worked a little harder at life's difficulties, and then you wouldn't be so much in need of a wild euphoric Love, and perhaps you would make better choices.

I'm going to be a little blunt. Otherwise we won't get anything done here. You need to look at some facts. You came here asking, so you must want them.

In the first place, I know from my own life, just because your chart says "yes" about whether or not you'll find a man, your chart won't tell you whether or not you've done the emotional work for getting yourself a mature and healthy relationship, which is what you want (Did you want a heart breaker?). Let's focus on becoming mature.

Your Ascendant is in Pisces, which means you approach things in a sort of flakey, needy way, wearing rose colored glasses or trying to find some kind of beauty-enhancer, to make life look prettier. With Moon conjunct Uranus, you're erratic and probably very creative and original, but unpredictable and maybe even violent. Cancer Moon makes you emotional and needy. Moon in 6th means you probably take the more difficult path -- you think you're suppoesd to work hard in order to be comfortable.

Sun in Sag conjuncts Saturn, Mercury and Scorpio North Node, all in 9th H. I don't know if you are actually doing this, but what you are supposed to be doing is seeking answers to life, either through higher learning (like college or a trip to the Andes where you can visit your guru) or travel (the Andes) or some kind of adventures. This is your overall life's work -- working at adventure with a goal of arising -- learning in a higher sense (Midheaven also in Sag).

I'm sorry I'm not more learned about one configuration on your chart, because I believe it's probably significant: Lilith conjunct Chiron in the 12th H (on your chart it's in Aquarius). Lilith in the 12th means -- I think -- that you've sort of got a monkey on your back-- you're not very good at letting people help you or working with the grain on what's going on around you. It's a problem with submitting, being unable to submit. Chiron is your wounded healer, and I'm sure there is a pat phrase which people more knowledgeable than I can apply when these two are conjunct. All I can guess is that it would give you healing to identify in some way with those (12th H) who are helpless, offering your compassion and service to others.

It's true that your Venus/Neptune conjunct in Libra gives you difficulty -- Venus in Libra makes you want the kind of love that brings marriage, and Venus in the 8th house makes you want that deeper connection that comes from sex and financial partnerships. And, with Jupiter in the 7th on your natal chart, you thought this would come easily.

Then we come to your progressed chart(s).

When you first wrote to the forum in June, 2005, your progressed Ascendant conjuncted your South Node, with North Node in the 7th. Since then, the North Node has crossed over into your 6th house. Meanwhile on your transiting chart, Saturn was conjuncting your natal Moon and then your Uranus, moving into your 6th house. Sixth house is physical health, working hard -- it's sort of the way you "express" yourself in relation to your surroundings, as in, "Actions speak louder than words." This is where those health problems came from -- all of this 6th house activity.

The lessons of the 6th H are, learn your own boundaries. Listen to your body. Do what's right for you, and no more than this. Push the envelope, but only as a way of learning where the edges of the envelope are.

Meanwhile, in June 2005, your progressed Moon was opposing Neptune (for a month or two) causing you some kind of disillusionment or healing -- it can go either way, but you told us it was the disillusionment type. You may now find yourself able to say there was a blessing in disguise from this event or activity.

Also on your Progressed chart, at the time when you first asked your questions, Progressed Moon was just entering Taurus, in the 12th. Moon in 12th H is a time of confusion and healing for anybody, but your 12th H is huge! So instead of experiencing this for a couple years, I would guess your experience will be around three or four years in all -- you're more than halfway through right now. Moon in Taurus, starting last June, means you are in a period when you can withstand great difficulties, but also, when you may have to withstand them. It will end -- all bad things come to an end on the progressed chart. I didn't chart it up -- it will probably take a couple years. Between now and then, you need to focus on learning some things, instead of trying to escape all this difficulty.

Here is a sort of side bar about you and romance:

On your natal chart, Jupiter is the planet that was in your 7th house. Now, on your progressed chart, you have only Saturn in the 7th and Venus in the 8th. This suggests that your orientation now, regarding marriage, is that it is something very difficult which you want to try to achieve, but you expect to find love in a deeply sexual or financial relationship. With all the indicators we've discussed that are on your chart, I would hope you work on maturation before racing up to the altar with anyone, otherwise you'll wind up in a marriage that is not a happy one.

Your Progressed chart hints at some things coming ahead, although i won't look them up--

* Ascendant now in Taurus will move (in the next 2-3 years) into Gemini.
* Venus in Sag will move into Capricorn (in the next 3 or so years).
* Midheaven will move into direct oposition with Uranus (in the next probably 4 years).
* Moon in 12H Taurus will move in line with North/ south Nodes before popping into 1st H in next couple years.

All of these things indicate important changes. I'm sure you'd like a simple, optimistic answer about how one or another of these changes will make life wonderful, soon. The truth is, freewill dictates how these changes will manifest. You need to change you, and then you will stop being a magnet for unhappy or difficult experiences, and you will begin to be a magnet to draw to yourself happy and satisfying experiences.

"Read" your life! It is your lesson book! You're not listening to it! Quit asking these simple questions, like you want a voodoo answer! You are the one creating your own answers! If something on your chart says you'll have a reckless experience in some area of your life, you could wind up like a happy movie star, with lots of money and an exciting love life, or you could wind up an unloved street bum! Make yourself a happy history!

-- CJ